Identity :)

I keep trying to reinvent the wheel. Reinvent myself. Always looking for if I did this would I make money this way…….crystal healer, author, massage therapist, cleaner, community wellbeing person for council, secretary, bookkeeper, shaman, reiki master and teacher, cook, creator, see, always thinking…..what am I doing?

I had a call with a Shaman on Monday night and she was very good I must admit. All her knowledge and information came from my DOB and intuition. Wow. I mean Kat just had me speechless with what came out of the graphs and diagrams she created. I loved that she had compassion, kindness and an acceptance for me and where I am at, she was just so lovely and natural. In the extended time we communicated, she did identify that my identity was lost as in WHO AM I? Without the tags given to my name such as mum, caterer or even Peta McIntyre from Cuppas. Who am I? I also was astounded when she mentioned that I was in a cave at the moment, transitioning towards a new avenue. Towards where I am meant to be headed and yes I am meant to be healing many too. So I guess (just thought this) that is confirmation for me, I see that and my gorgeous mentor has told me this also. It will be with healing. I did wonder if it would be through being a Medium but no, my hands are very powerful, I just need to heal myself first. I am not saying I can’t connect to spirit, but my future lies with healing. And masses of healing, not just a few peeps here and there. Oh and I am creative? So maybe my idea from a few days ago might pay off!

So, I am sitting here now and thinking well, who am I? What do I really love or love to do….. I love music in all genres and once upon a time played the Clarinet, Euphonium, Drums and played in band & orchestra in high school. I do like to cook and try new recipes, I love to try all sorts of foods too, although offal and odd things I won’t try. I get a bit gaggy! Umm, I love the outdoors, cool climate, the ocean, animals, silence, love, romance, laughing, poetry, driving, old cars, dreaming, my kids, my husband, friends, company, a clean house! hahaha, i like to sew, to travel, i used to play sport heaps at school too which i loved except the 800m! and change is all good in my world as long as we are safe. Now I look at it, I like a lot of things and many I love. My heart just gave me a warm buzz. You know that feeling you get when you are warm n fuzzy? That one. I guess I forgot amongst the “what about me” saga, I lost what I like, love and who I am. I also should add I know that I am to be a great healer and will be known for this. My children will be involved and my husband will be my best advocate and partner amongst this road. I know it will be amazing, I just got to board the train. And gain as many people in my tribe as possible.

Hmm now that I have written this to you all, I feel lighter. Funny how I have felt like writing and thought “what about?”. Now I know what I needed to write and somewhat know where to head. There will always be challenges and victories and both will be rewarding.

Anyways, just sharing more info. Dunno what else to say? But thanks for listening!

Love and lots of light, and whilst I write that I hear “this little heart of mine,I’m gonna let it shine”. So will have to work on that tomorrow. Shine my light 🙂

Pete xx

What else?

After a meditational upgrade with a group of fellow sisters I have been feeling good and thinking about what else I can provide to help me further my knowledge and business offerings to you. I have thought about different “reading” available and quite frankly there has been no takers with any reading of some sort for sometime. Is this a sign from the Universe that I am not to read for people and to instead to really use these magical hands?

Today I gave some insight to a fellow co-worker and in return she intuitively read for me. First card was Healer. Yep, that blew us away. We laughed and thought if that isn’t a sign I don’t know what is. I know I am meant to help, aid and help others. So, another sign came up that of course has intrigued me since I learnt about medicine people in the Indian tribe of America. Shaman’s and what healing powers they have. Wouldn’t it be amazing to have further attunements to allow the Shaman Healing powers be instilled in me? I think so.

So I am researching with my old mate Google and finding information that has me more eager than a beaver building a dam. The net may not be everything but it sure does provide me terrific access to people we simply do not have in this remote and rural part of Queensland. I also think it would be amazing to be able to offer a service to our regional areas that are alternative to western medicine.

I am in a serious thinking mood and my hunger for books has returned so if you don’t hear from me over the weekend, don’t fret, I will return to let you know about what I found. Until then,

Keep it real and be happy,

Pete xx

Message last night…..

Last night I attended our weekly Masters Class with a group of ladies. It is working with our Mentor and to create this business to move forth while we build our skills further.

We participated in a wonderful meditation, I turned my video off so I could focus better. The calming wording from our mentor was so soothing and as school holidays have been around I have not really had an uninterrupted meditation session! Last night was the same. My eldest child chose to interrupt and to my surprise I quickly pointed OUT! and I continued the meditation.

We were asked to connect to our Main Soul Guide, mine is male and when I first saw him, he presented himself looking similar to Jim Morrison from The Doors, clothing, hair and all. He is a calming guide and has a blue colour nature to him. When he steps into sunlight he is luminescent. Sparkly and glowing of some sorts. He is handsome and very gentle towards me. He is distant when he needs to be but close when I need him. Everyone has a soul guide, it is worth the connection if you are keen!

So, we were asked throughout the meditation to chat and to ask questions basically to reconnect. So, we are sitting on the beach at night time, just relaxing and without even a question asked, my guide knows how I am feeling. He hugs me and makes me feel so wonderful and loved. I know for some of you this maybe hard for you to understand but it was so real and i even felt the cotton shirt on my face. An amazing love between us and i felt at peace with all the emotions since last week’s accident. He knew, he said “it was ok” and that “from this i will be able to help others in their time of need”. When I asked did i need to know anything, he simply just mentions in a calm voice, “all you need is love, devotion and passion. Love more, and shine from your heart. You are such a loving woman, why cant you see? We love you so much and want you to share this love to the world. We will support you, we love you”. 

The meditation finished and we connected back as a group and all had our own experiences and all looked like we needed a rest. Meditation does that sometimes, rocks the boat and balances the body. I enjoyed it and look forward to meditating again more frequently now school has resumed. Thanks to my mentor, she is my spiritual rock, thanks to my guides especially M, I’ve grown to like your energy and what you bring to my life. Thanks for being such a wonderful guide last night, I really needed it.

Thank you to you also,for reading my message from M. Have a terrific sleep,

Pete xx