Call me Captain and call me unchanged! And here we are at the end of February! Where has the time gone??
Apart from New Years, Australia Day, back to school, trip to Brisbane for start of Uni, Chinese/Zodiac New Year, I am here, end of Feb and pretty much in the same boat as last post. WTF. Can I repeat that bitch again? WTF!
EEEEEEKKKKKKKK!!!!!
Continuing with my Leadership year & the Ankara Academy. I chose to continue with them to be held accountable, challenged and to have pathways open to me if I chose to participate in them. I know that it is a financial stretch as I really have minimal funds to support this. But I keep being guided to keep going and it will all work out.
So, tomorrow is March 1st, start of Autumn while we are enjoying the wet conditions of monsoonal weather, and I kick up the ass from myself and no doubt my guides. Tomorrow I am desiring clients, $$$$, pace, abundance and community. I need it and so does the world. This is where you come in. You make a booking for an online service (sorry no in person appointments available yet) and we get down to business.
This is achievable and doable around my Ankara sales role and babysitting taking place. I am motivated and what better way to be motivated by than working with the fire burning on the inside! Plus, my power animal, a black Jaguar has been very persistent and eager to do more than chill out.
As for the change? All comes with learning, rerouting neuropathways, changing unhealthy habits, and really allowing my truth to be brought to life even if it will be revealing and shock some. I am unsure how many people actually read these, but maybe it is to reread at a later date and hold myself accountable? I know the people that are in need of my services, will be in touch and be a whole lot better for it.
Ahhh, feels better when you share whats happening or how you feel hey? Moving on, we are on. tomorrow. March 1st.
2025. The year of learning, growth, realisations, lessons, travel, honesty, hardship, tears and triumphs. Soon, it will be over, and the new year will have entered shortly followed by the new Chinese year. I reflect often on where we came from and how we are today. What has transpired and really what is always unfolding in a full house of teenagers.
I would not change my life for quids, not tone down the inspiring young people I created that are very independent, outspoken, giving, kind and loud. Milestones this year, proud mama moments, tears of loss and fear. Being a parent is not for the faint hearted and every year I learn new and more. Thank you, kids.
I have completed my studies for my course through https://the-ankara-academy.mykajabi.com/ . What a wonderful group of people I have met and learnt with over this year’s duration. I have come away with greater strength, intuition, friendships and a shamanic tribe, a new sales position I am yet to conquer. I have also chosen to continue with the Leadership year for 2026, continuing with Heather and the Ankara team. I know that will challenge me and provide great accomplishments too. Funding it will come easily through working with clients online, thank you to those who book.
A few weekends ago, we had our final retreat. Though, it was a vision quest. A solitude time spent alone in nature (mine was in a cabin thankfully due to flying and not having to cart extra items on the plane). This quest is for a practitioner to connect deeper with guides and receive messages. It is also a perfect time to connect with nature, be aware of every sensation and message without distraction. I did find the Saturday the hardest but once enjoying the quiet, the flow was amazing. Today I spoke to one from the tribe and said I could go another vision quest. It proves to me, carving time out to sit and be alone is vital for my connection and growth. Thank you guides and totems for the messages. I have proposed every month to take time to commit to myself. Planning this :).
I have updated my offerings and feel comfortable with what is available. Land clearings are on the agenda too, which I feel that they will be wonderful considering the ancient land we live upon.
So tomorrow there will be a video or share about the offerings and time to bring in some much-needed revenue. Wahoo! Shared on Instagram of course and Facebook :). What a time for me. Exciting!
I am off to bed, time for rest and recoup after a few big days. Sleep well friends, Pete x
Yesterday I chose me. I chose to feel the fear and speak what I needed to say. I do not know how it has been received, but then again, that is not my concern. I chose me so I can use my voice, embrace the energy rising from within, doing life for me and all the while changing lives while doing it. Making an impact in peoples worlds and lineage. Reminding people of rekindling the earth human connection.
I am aiming for big. For larger scale of connecting with many. To share that their truth and life are indeed important, to live with kindness and gratitude, with passion and purpose, choosing what their soul is here for. So many are lost, hold onto trauma for too long, angry, ill, ignorant or plain old asshole all because of not listening to their intuition or self. I too listened to self-doubt, feeling less than, listened to others comments and judgements even though I am a good person, hardworking, will give more than required, people please, let shit go even if there is abuse occurring, putting others before me and definitely not having great boundaries.
While I am fearful of finances, I am being brave and courageous. I am being positive. I am choosing what I am being urged to follow. I am working towards many goals and going to be changing many lives. I have done it before, so why not now and in the future? Onwards and upwards they say, right?
I am so blessed to be surrounded by many cheerleaders, coaches, mentors, peers that are all supporting me. So lucky. When I rode the Condor in my meditation the other morning, I felt like I had been set free. Seeing the world in a different way and being reminded of how amazing I am and growing strength. It did have white on the tips of its wings though, absolutely majestic though.
By choosing me, where my passion lies, my expression and sharing will only grow. My message to be refined and offerings, many. I will share here, Facebook and Instagram via the pages Elder Oracle. That is the name of my new business. Unique and ancient. Ancestral and encompassed. A sphere of connectivity, healing, growth, change, impression, creativity, eldership, intuition and spiritual energy. A foundational place to call home and nurture. Already feels fabulous reading that!! I am eager and excited!
I hope to have you come along and join the ride, participate and follow. I am heading to refill my resources. Have a blessed sleep and see you soon.
I wish to crack codes quicker. To ease this menacing brain that consumes so much of my day. I know there is a message to this head fuckery of a week but there has been no damn delivery yet. I know there is a lesson then the aha moment/s but sitting in this shit really is not great for me. The resilience I have, and share is so small when it comes to me. As if it is yet another thing I choose not to give to myself because someone else deserves it more.
LIKE FUCK!!!!
I know I am worthy; I know that the soul within my body is ancient, I know that I have the power to work on this. Now to link the human brain to that……where is the medicine within my hands to help myself? How is it my medicine and energy can help others without actively doing something but somehow, I cannot do it to myself?
What is my medicine? I’ve questioned this too. One of our coaches has said “it is the trauma that can reveal the medicine you will work with”. I do not have “trauma” as such. I wondered if it was an event for me. Like after Dad died? Or is overcoming so much mental bullshit mine? Perhaps it is finding your north and finding some comfort with spirituality. The coach also said “beneath the surface” which has uncovered some hidden crackers to deal with. As it is there, working through things is when the hard work starts. Dealing with all those hidden emotions, feelings, sayings, connected to everything because it’s all energy. So yeah, was considering some sort of program that works with beneath the surface. But because my brain is in attach mode or being asshole mode, not really the time to sink into some serious creative content.
I’m searching. I am searching for a breakthrough or an actual directed message from my team of guides or totem or power animals……waiting. Doing the journeys, meditation, offerings, journalling, and any guidance given is usually the same. “You can do this”, “cut the bullshit and get doing it”, “time is of the essence”, challenging me or making visits to the sanctuary difficult at times. I have been direct and asked for answers to my questions. – and now I have just been told I sound like I am whinging…….FARKIN HELL!
I know I needed to type this out. Instead of writing the same stuff in my A4 foolscap spiral bound book. My brain is in need of rewiring, pronto. The self-sabotage and feeling like a burden need to fuck off right now!
This one may be good for that: **I destroy and uncreate my relationship to the prehistoric programming of my ancestors. I no longer am requiring the energy of lack, burden, judgement, negativity and self-sabotage, past, present and future in all time, space continuum and in all realities.
**I destroy and uncreate any chords, connections, contracts, ties, binding curses that are holding my human self, my soul, my space, my aura back in all time, space continuum and in all realities.
**I destroy and uncreate any negative energy towards self that has been sent, allowed, given, provided, used, left or found in all time space continuum and in all realities.
**I now place love, creativity, positive energy, sunshine & nature, medicine elder magic, all within these spaces that have been cleared.
**I now declare that moving forward will be actively pursuing my path, working with those who I am able to heal & work with, ensure abundance of finances & adventures and living with purpose while smiling living this life.
**I now surround myself with white light that rises from the earth, into my body and connects me to source.
**I am a vessel of healing light catering for millions of souls. **I now move forward with connection, vitality, calm and invite in guides, totems and allies.
And like that, with clearing statements, I am feeling better. Now to do some clearing for any spirits or entities.
**Any sprits or entities that are not the highest intention or attuned to unconditional love can leave this reality immediately. (Repeat 3 times)
With all that being share and said, I am off to bed. With my white light still glowing.
Hope you enjoyed what was rambled about tonight, ever evolving this life isn’t it?
Peace x
PS: Had any visiting animals today? I had a crow fly over this morning while meditating, a spider web sticking to me and a pesky fly doing its best to buzz and share its qualities.
Reading the last deposit blog on this site cracks me up. “I’m ready for new and more, less weight, ah ha, heard it before, still looks like the same to me”. Sure does, still the same. WTF am I doing, where is this year going? Or gone? End of July and the Rodeo’s are here, the town is a buzz with travelers and campers. 2 birthday’s down, 5 to go……Term 3 has begun for the kids, work is busy and life is rolling around with the odd celebration whether good or less than.
What I do know is I have had a lot bubble up in the world of me. Identity, childhood, relationships, children, friendships, business, retreats, health, wealth and well, if I haven’t touched on it yet, that bugger has been and gone or it is coming at me soon enough! So much, my journal is about to become another book for the year. That’ll be the third……
So what has this year been like for you?
I have been working with a company that provides a mixture of retreats and teachings of intuitive practices. It has been great, confronting, energetically tiring, legit got me thinking about where to now and connected me to a great community. It has only dawned on my this week that nobody asks about my retreats or course probably because they don’t fucking know! Or the few that do, don’t ask. Meh. So, this course is providing me with information and community to encourage me to work again in the holistic field and actually pursue what I am passionate about, HEALING!
Currently I am working on finding a space to work from. With 7 people in the house and 2 dogs, it is a little full and I require space. So, my husband is on the hunt. Plus, I have a shopping cart online that is full ready to go to decorate! Then I can have space, for clients and myself. I am excited for it too, been a long time since I have had space. Praying that hubby comes up with the goods shortly!
My offerings will look different but the same will be provided. Healing and helping people clear energy to get them to be a better version of themselves. The exchange may stay the same, may increase with small rises. Outdoor sessions and indoor sessions, online and in person, phone and texting, you name it, I am sure we could connect.
So, where to from here. My commitment is to myself, growing my skills and confidence. Gaining what I can from any offerings so some day soon, I am able to work in this field full time. Isn’t that the goal in life? To live with purpose while making memories, gaining knowledge and then sharing it?
So much running through my brain, so much. I am off, though if you are keen to follow, please have a squiz on Instagram. You will find me there posting lovely pictures and some random shares. Keep on being amazing people, Pete x
I keep trying to reinvent the wheel. Reinvent myself. Always looking for if I did this would I make money this way…….crystal healer, author, massage therapist, cleaner, community wellbeing person for council, secretary, bookkeeper, shaman, reiki master and teacher, cook, creator, see, always thinking…..what am I doing?
I had a call with a Shaman on Monday night and she was very good I must admit. All her knowledge and information came from my DOB and intuition. Wow. I mean Kat just had me speechless with what came out of the graphs and diagrams she created. I loved that she had compassion, kindness and an acceptance for me and where I am at, she was just so lovely and natural. In the extended time we communicated, she did identify that my identity was lost as in WHO AM I? Without the tags given to my name such as mum, caterer or even Peta McIntyre from Cuppas. Who am I? I also was astounded when she mentioned that I was in a cave at the moment, transitioning towards a new avenue. Towards where I am meant to be headed and yes I am meant to be healing many too. So I guess (just thought this) that is confirmation for me, I see that and my gorgeous mentor has told me this also. It will be with healing. I did wonder if it would be through being a Medium but no, my hands are very powerful, I just need to heal myself first. I am not saying I can’t connect to spirit, but my future lies with healing. And masses of healing, not just a few peeps here and there. Oh and I am creative? So maybe my idea from a few days ago might pay off!
So, I am sitting here now and thinking well, who am I? What do I really love or love to do….. I love music in all genres and once upon a time played the Clarinet, Euphonium, Drums and played in band & orchestra in high school. I do like to cook and try new recipes, I love to try all sorts of foods too, although offal and odd things I won’t try. I get a bit gaggy! Umm, I love the outdoors, cool climate, the ocean, animals, silence, love, romance, laughing, poetry, driving, old cars, dreaming, my kids, my husband, friends, company, a clean house! hahaha, i like to sew, to travel, i used to play sport heaps at school too which i loved except the 800m! and change is all good in my world as long as we are safe. Now I look at it, I like a lot of things and many I love. My heart just gave me a warm buzz. You know that feeling you get when you are warm n fuzzy? That one. I guess I forgot amongst the “what about me” saga, I lost what I like, love and who I am. I also should add I know that I am to be a great healer and will be known for this. My children will be involved and my husband will be my best advocate and partner amongst this road. I know it will be amazing, I just got to board the train. And gain as many people in my tribe as possible.
Hmm now that I have written this to you all, I feel lighter. Funny how I have felt like writing and thought “what about?”. Now I know what I needed to write and somewhat know where to head. There will always be challenges and victories and both will be rewarding.
Anyways, just sharing more info. Dunno what else to say? But thanks for listening!
Love and lots of light, and whilst I write that I hear “this little heart of mine,I’m gonna let it shine”. So will have to work on that tomorrow. Shine my light 🙂
After a meditational upgrade with a group of fellow sisters I have been feeling good and thinking about what else I can provide to help me further my knowledge and business offerings to you. I have thought about different “reading” available and quite frankly there has been no takers with any reading of some sort for sometime. Is this a sign from the Universe that I am not to read for people and to instead to really use these magical hands?
Today I gave some insight to a fellow co-worker and in return she intuitively read for me. First card was Healer. Yep, that blew us away. We laughed and thought if that isn’t a sign I don’t know what is. I know I am meant to help, aid and help others. So, another sign came up that of course has intrigued me since I learnt about medicine people in the Indian tribe of America. Shaman’s and what healing powers they have. Wouldn’t it be amazing to have further attunements to allow the Shaman Healing powers be instilled in me? I think so.
So I am researching with my old mate Google and finding information that has me more eager than a beaver building a dam. The net may not be everything but it sure does provide me terrific access to people we simply do not have in this remote and rural part of Queensland. I also think it would be amazing to be able to offer a service to our regional areas that are alternative to western medicine.
I am in a serious thinking mood and my hunger for books has returned so if you don’t hear from me over the weekend, don’t fret, I will return to let you know about what I found. Until then,
Last night I attended our weekly Masters Class with a group of ladies. It is working with our Mentor and to create this business to move forth while we build our skills further.
We participated in a wonderful meditation, I turned my video off so I could focus better. The calming wording from our mentor was so soothing and as school holidays have been around I have not really had an uninterrupted meditation session! Last night was the same. My eldest child chose to interrupt and to my surprise I quickly pointed OUT! and I continued the meditation.
We were asked to connect to our Main Soul Guide, mine is male and when I first saw him, he presented himself looking similar to Jim Morrison from The Doors, clothing, hair and all. He is a calming guide and has a blue colour nature to him. When he steps into sunlight he is luminescent. Sparkly and glowing of some sorts. He is handsome and very gentle towards me. He is distant when he needs to be but close when I need him. Everyone has a soul guide, it is worth the connection if you are keen!
So, we were asked throughout the meditation to chat and to ask questions basically to reconnect. So, we are sitting on the beach at night time, just relaxing and without even a question asked, my guide knows how I am feeling. He hugs me and makes me feel so wonderful and loved. I know for some of you this maybe hard for you to understand but it was so real and i even felt the cotton shirt on my face. An amazing love between us and i felt at peace with all the emotions since last week’s accident. He knew, he said “it was ok” and that “from this i will be able to help others in their time of need”. When I asked did i need to know anything, he simply just mentions in a calm voice, “all you need is love, devotion and passion. Love more, and shine from your heart. You are such a loving woman, why cant you see? We love you so much and want you to share this love to the world. We will support you, we love you”.Â
The meditation finished and we connected back as a group and all had our own experiences and all looked like we needed a rest. Meditation does that sometimes, rocks the boat and balances the body. I enjoyed it and look forward to meditating again more frequently now school has resumed. Thanks to my mentor, she is my spiritual rock, thanks to my guides especially M, I’ve grown to like your energy and what you bring to my life. Thanks for being such a wonderful guide last night, I really needed it.
Thank you to you also,for reading my message from M. Have a terrific sleep,
Peta McIntyre I Elder Oracle 