Sometimes after a tragedy do you contemplate life and think to yourself if things would have been different would there be a different outcome. I know you can’t take back what happens but only for a slight chance that there was that glimpse of opportunity to change the past. If only.

The grief after losing our pets yesterday is so hurtful and such a loss. I am just lost for words I guess, it goes to show that life is so precious and you can be here one minute, gone the next. So much guilt, anger, frustration, despair, worry, and tears. And not just me, its also our family especially my husband. He is so distraught but like a man he is going along with hs work day, moving dirt and being a boss. Then he will come home to the next day of sorrow. How do you offer comfort to him? I just hold his hand and tell him we will be ok. We will be ok. Won’t we?

They may have been just dogs and maybe annoying too to others but they were our other kids. 4 legged kids that would just be happy for a bone or pat. Always wanting to come in when the storms were around or even just to sit in the air con. You were always up for a drive in the ute and thought it was awesome when we went for a swim. Glad you enjoyed Malbon on Sunday, your last river swim and play with Ellebelle.

I am so sorry to both of you and I honestly thought we would have you for much longer but there was a simple mistake and now you have paid the price my poor beloved dogs. Gosh I’m so sorry we couldn’t do more to save you. I am so so sorry.

I know you have crossed the rainbow bridge and you are together. I hope you are not angry with us about what happened. May you rest in peace and play forever. I won’t forget the friendship and memories you gave us. The thousands of kilometres travelled with you guys and the kids all around Queensland. The camping trips, the pound visit and the special nature of your personalities. The chewing of everything in sight, even car parts, the look of disgust when you couldn’t come with us and simply the affection you showed when you sat near us. I love you so much my pups, mummy loves you heaps and heaps xx.

Love you forever and a day, MUM xx

I recently had a discussion with a friend and the thoughts of source differ to each and every one of us here on earth and maybe even for our furry friends. For instance, she mentioned that her mother in law believes in God and the Bible, her husband follows a similar path, her children are too young to have an opinion as such yet and for this friend she believes in source not God. I sat in amazement how religion has changed the depth of a story or fact from 2000 years ago. I then thought it is so thought provoking how 1 family could have 4 different thoughts within this life. I am not saying one should believe in one and not the other, I am happy for whatever your choice is as long as you follow your heart. I myself have a husband that doesn’t believe in anything, children that believe in angels etc and then me, making a career at guiding others through source. Go figure!

My belief is that religion has named God, GOD. Every religion has their own name for their “GOD” and it is their saviour that will endlessly love them. I also believe that there is a source we cannot see that energetically bounds us together and creates the flow of life and the cycle of life also. I believe in Angels, the white light, spirits, energy, law of attraction and all the things that will bundle into the form of Spirituality. I also believe in God, Jesus and the everlasting reincarnation of lives.

There are many things i believe in and have always wanted happiness and love in life. For me, I think having a religion to connect to source is key for most people with a strong faith. Whether a practising church goer or not, following a form of spirituality helps us gain momentum towards your life path. Mine is moving so quickly and yet so slowly. Fast paced yes with 4 children, a house, husband etc etc and then slowly as the time to myself is limited to gain the pace i expect to grow within this field of entrepreneurship. This year I am following the cycles of the moon to release and set intentions to help me flourish within this White Light Garden. I even want to encourage others to follow suit and help create a “circle” here in Cloncurry and online to allow others to do the same. I mean why wouldn’t you want to connect to source to help gain clarity towards your life path?

Source. An everlasting White Universal Light that I use to perform Reiki Healing, a form that I enhance to connect to spirit and it helps me strive to be my best whilst travelling on my own life path. I am thankful and grateful I have found that this is helping me help others, helping my soul be at one and teaching my children that being different is ok. Oh and I guess believing in what you can’t see is ok too.

I am interested to hear what others think also. Constructive feedback is welcome. Thanks for listening,

Pete

Yep you heard right, thank you 2015. Why not thank the year that just created another chapter in my life that has encouraged me to go on further with all things possible and capable of in this period of my life. So thank you 2015, you have been emotionally terrific, trying and soul opening. Your 12 months have had me see many times of failure but so many more of success and for that I am grateful. Grateful for the finishing touches you are spreading in the good country where I live. The rain is well received and here is toasting to replenishing the earth to allow growth to come in 2016.

2015, you showed me how strong I have become. How resilient and touching i have grown to be. You have also shown me, me. You allowed me to reach our 12th wedding anniversary, my 34th birthday, see others flourish, birth and also move on to the spirit world. Without these life experiences I would not be the person I am today, so once again, thank you.

We have celebrated our children’s successes and some stressful times with crystal and indigo children. Still learning on that part……. I have celebrated many years community volunteering with a life membership, I am also proud of the well earned release from most community committees, handing it on to trusty hands and hearts. I am also thankful 2015 for the opportunity to be responsible and face fears that I had within my previous business and allow myself to close that chapter as it no longer served me.

In 2015 I have studied, and become certified! Something I really never had and always thought I wasn’t smart enough as unlike others who went to UNI and got a degree. The certificates may not be a degree but it is something in my world of spirituality and healing mediumship. I have completed, The Light Path Beginner, Intermediate & Masters Psychic Courses, Reiki 1, 2 & Reiki Master (so now I can teach it), Diploma in Mindfulness, Doreen Virtue’s Earth Angel Realm Reader Course, Eleanor Hammond MM Tarot Course, Karen Brooks Thinking into Results Course, become a Thermomix Consultant and continue to study Palmistry and Naturopath in the future. So 2015, when I see all this, um yeah I have been busy!

So, thank you ever so much 2015 for all your delightful adventures and continuous growth of this life and journey. Thanks also to my husband who is getting so supportive of me with my spiritual side, thanks to my gorgeous children whom are just as patient and to my dogs for always being there for a pat n chat when no one else is. Of course a big thank you to my supporters, colleagues, friends, and family!! One last person would be my mentor. She has never given up on me even when I did and she can see the potential and awesomeness hidden in these veins. You are simply amazing and hope she knows how special she is to me!

Smiling while sitting on my couch right about now, I have let all that thanking be written. I must get prepped for a New Year’s Eve celebration here at the palace. Please have a great night with friends, family or your comfy bed! Whatever is your mode for tonight, enjoy and will see you in 2016!

Cheers, Pete xx

Goodbye bad eating habits hello a new me. I have said this for a while. And of course done so much with it…..NOT! I am still the plus size model I would prefer not to be. So, along with making White Light Garden very successful, I better up my game and be smokin hot too!

I have seen others shrink with medical intervention and so proud of their weight loss and even though it would be so beneficial for me its simply not affordable or practical having 4 active children and a shift working husband. I have chosen to do this the hard way. To teach myself how to eat properly and how to avoid sugar. It’s mainly sugar and starchy treats that always succumb to my appetite. I love chocolate, ice cream and chips. Crackers and cheese, kabana and a good slice of cheesecake. Believe it or not after all these years I would prefer to avoid soft drinks and cordials. They make me feel like crap. And of course most of the time when I go to these products it’s for a treat or something sweet to eat. Again I pay the price when i feel like blah afterwards.

Change is necessary. And required for me to create optimum health for myself and to show my children good health although they are pretty good at understanding what is right and wrong. We eat the standard meat and veg/salad, roast, pasta and rice. I am cutting the naughty bits. To help cut the layers that have built on my body for a long time. I know having 4 children within 4 years does not help with my body shrinking but I am to get back to pre baby weight and of course shrink even further.

This is where I thought I would not blog about my weight. But I thought why the heck not? There might be one person who might relate and I could help them in time to come. And realistically I am only hiding myself if I hide it from the universe. Truth be told, I have tried and failed and think I’ll start again next week or next month or after that party……no wonder i have failed previously. I must admit when I did Herbalife I did lose weight but I do want to do this my way and without the intervention of shakes and supplements. Plus, it like another thing is not in the budget. Plus, I am only human and am a person that has struggles of daily life too.

I have seen lots, read lots and googled plenty about what I should do and how I feel after eating certain items. Discussions around tables or between friends result in others feeling so similar here I was thinking i was the only one! So last year,early last year I bought the Paleo Way program and still have not used it. Followed it for a few weeks and saw results but then the “too hard, too busy, not organised enough” came in. STOP! SIRENS! Pathetically enough this has continued and of course the influence of others encouraged me to just do the norm……so I will ask the universe to have my family join me with enthusiasm too please?!

I will do this. I will succeed. I will be healthier, wealthier and wise! Loved that show! Now I feel it’s time to put the proof in the pudding. I mean I have food knowledge, I have a GYM that I purchased in October,  a treadmill i got for christmas last year that have been minimally used. Time to dust off those buggers and get this pudding moving!!

Tomorrow is New Year’s Eve and I am looking forward to the following: Strength, Determination & Passion will get me to where I want to be in life,health, wealth and my goals.

Thanks for listening!

Pete x

Merry Christmas to all my followers, clients, friends, family, pets and loved ones in spirit. Thank you so much for being present in my life this year and helped me grow and continue to help people in need.

This time of year is hard for some and exciting for others.A time to be together with those you love (if Possible) and to remember the gift of giving. Although I won’t forget to mention those who will be missing at the table for Christmas Lunch. Just take note that those spirits will be around and could possibly send you a quiet message x. But yes, this time of year brings around many emotions good and bad. Please take the time to be mindful and smile through those tough thoughts.

For me it will be spent with my children and extended family for lunch. My sister a lover of Christmas has designed a gourmet menu combining traditional new and old. We are definitely going to be feasting while hubby works……although he will have his special christmas dinner that night with us. The kids are going to love their presents from Santa, looking forward to seeing their faces!!

I thought I would write this a day early ahead of the Christmas rush! I am wishing all the best and hoping that Santa finds you in a special way!!

Cheers,

WLG xx

Do you ever listen to songs that remind you or empower you? This happens to me all the time. Whether on the radio, tv or popping into my head…….always sending a message either from spirit or my soul.

So I have just come online and seen this:

After a few days of feeling like some family/friends dont take me seriously, I see this. This is of course after seeing signs yesterday but seeing this quote today, I know I can do this. I have no qualms of who I am today. I know my potential and I know the skills I have that will allow me to get to that stage! Oh my…..I said it aloud! Patting on the back (happy moment). I hide this to an extent and only tell certain people that I am a healing medium as I am worried about what people will think. But now I just need to be happy that I am me. I can do this whether I am a joke to some here at home. That is ok. It is not for everyone. I am ok with their decision.

I CAN DO THIS. I WILL BE WHO I SEE MYSELF AS. I WILL HELP MASSES.

Watch this space I guess! I will be giving more of me in 2016. I will be an even better Healing Medium here @ White Light Garden.

Thanks for listening or reading :). I always appreciate the support wherever it may flow from.

Pete xx

PS: Worth a listen if you like music, it’s by Brad Paisley and Dolly Parton. “When I get to where I’m going”  https://open.spotify.com/track/0AwPmjfcNT4QD4xGTErfxV

Howdy. The title for today’s Blog is interesting and I’ve only shared this experience with my mentor and others similar. So, if you are asking why I called it Dancing with Spirit, it literally is Dancing with Spirits. In my mind eye this is where I see most spirit if not in my eyesight. And today, I danced with a soul.

Now this just doesn’t happen while i’m playing with the kids or watching TV or cooking. It generally happens when my mind is quiet and I am meditating.  Here is what progressed.

Whilst I was meditating, there were many spirits around me and one stepped forward. I had my guide beside me helping me along. This spirit was someone i knew many years ago as a child/teenager and he passed after a truck accident. He held my hand and we danced so nicely and softly. We swayed and chatted and the delight of having him around was so lovely. He was such a nice man. He spoke of his gravesite and knows I visit when I drive through. He then gave me a dandelion crown and he had his golden crown on and then we proceeded to dance on like it was our school formal or prom. It was so real. I felt his arms around me and the whispers in my ear. He loved us (our family) so much and thanked us for being his friend. He kissed my cheek and we waltzed some more. Magical to classify that moment and tears were rolling down my face. I was so surprised to see him come to me after all these years. We parted as No.4 entered the room.

I cannot share all the details about this gentleman or the stories we shared. But I can say it has left me with a feeling of content. A happiness that warms my heart to know that he wanted to share a moment of time with me. And I guess this is where I know I am where I am meant to be. This feeling is amazing, warm, loving and breathtaking. If I can feel this way surely I can share this with others? Share the lost messages or feelings to those of you that desire one last wish? Bliss and another ahhh moment of Clarity for this Psychic Mumma.

Sleep well my friends, and if you dream of a passed loved one know that these are their souls connecting to you. Perhaps listen a little deeper and see what they need to say to you. Have a terrific sleep,

Pete @ White Light Garden xx

To be little again. No responsibility and things were done for you. Well most of the time. Life was good and carefree. Now i feel like i want to return to back then. I want to be with my mum and dad and everything is ok. I want their love more than anything right now. Bit hard when one is in another country and the other is in heaven.

To be little again would be great. Playing and swimming and having lots of friends. And not having weight upon my shoulders like i feel right at this moment. Bloody heavy and downright cementing me into this terrible emotional want. Argh! I could yell at myself for being so petty and not responsible. See my cakes flopped for my 2 eldests birthday. This is what has started the late emotional mood. What a mess of a day.

I woke tired, really tired and thought come on lets get things done. But no, just slowly got into some things. Went to the shop got some things for the birthday party tomorrow. Then took Mr J to a pool party and picked him up after lunch. Started getting the cakes on. Lots of sugar which should have been a warning then and there! But no, I let the kids have “crap” on their birthdays as it is a treat. All good, kids cakes in oven. Then i was cleaning a cupboard and clearing old stuff. THought right get the roast on for dinner, put it on outside as the air conditioner struggles with it on. (Heat outside today was 42 degrees celsius) Good. About 5.15pm cakes still on not looking right…..maybe just a little bit more then bang! Mr A is screaming blood is trickling out of his head! The chain from the shed clopped him as it fell. Right. TO THE HOSPITAL WE GO! All 6 are off and going. Hang on, roast on, cakes on…..call a mate to turn off ovens. Anyway, after being there for over an hour and glue in his head we are home. Cakes look ok and roast not cooked.Kids starving. Microwave come at me! Zap the potatoes and pumpkin plus meat as was a little too pink in middle. TIme was 7.30pm by the time dinner is on table…….and now after cleaning up and the buttercream icing made for 2 cakes, the cakes are buggered. Flopped. Diddly squat! At this point in time,I am emotionally strangled with hate for the cakes, despair as i don’t have anything else to make another 2 with, sadness that my mum would make it all better, cranky at myself for not being organised, fed up with this crap oven, swearing like a drunken trashy woman, and crying because why has this happened again! Yes 2 weeks ago that cake flopped too!

So. Now I am sitting crying blogging this wretched day to you. I want to know what the heck is going on? What have I done! Must be a sign from the universe not to cook those cakes anymore! Or is it a sign not to be so unorganised!

So now you see why I why want to be little again? Little and have the hugs from my mum. Just to have a little piece of that kid feeling again? Don’t get me wrong, I love my kids ever so much and can’t live without them or Hubby for that matter……..I just wanted those cakes to work to have a little success for today. If I were little again success is only small and not a desire that you usually have. And then my mum can cook the cake, make it look awesome and loved like always. Hmmm I can only wish and remember of times from back then.

Thanks for listening, I am grateful you take the time to read it xx

I have just seen a small clip that brings emotions from my heart to share with you all. You see, it is about Paying it Forward. It is about helping another out and not have the expectations of getting something in return. Why do we have the expectation of making sure we are paid or having someone return the favour if the gesture was of good nature? In today’s society everyone or most have the desire to be on top and the expectation to be repaid for services whether needed or gifted. Needed I understand but gifted?

When I Pay it Forward it comes from my heart. I like to help people. I mostly can’t say no, ask my husband. He reminds me it is ok to say no…. I often feel like I spread myself too thin but in the end I am grateful that i helped that person and grateful they are in my life for whatever reason that may be. I get happiness from giving and helping those in need and even those that often may not deserve it but get it anyway. Maybe one day they will pay it forward too.

Plus, Paying it Forward is showing my children it is ok to help that person pick up their rubbish or help pay for that person’s bread because they don’t have enough. It is encouraging the next generation to be giving, loving and grateful. In my opinion anyway. We all could have a little bit more love shared around the planet today. For everyone good and bad, hoping that they might jump ship and be good.

Christmas time is a season to be giving also. There are many unfortunate people in unfortunate circumstances. Give something. Your time, energy, money, food, warmth, blankets, love, are all valuable things to be generous with. Under a tree, in a mailbox, in a letter, at St. Vincents de Paul, your local Council, or simply in a bag to surprise that person or animal. Give. Pay it Forward.

Pay it Forward once and the flow on effect will be continuous. Remove your expectations that it will happen to you as you are giving without a response. Give that gift of joy to your soul and smile that you have helped somebody in some form or way. Do it today or this month, continue to do it, continue to Pay it Forward.

Shine your brightest lights from your soul within and be happy. Thanks for reading,

WLG xx

Well today has had many aha moments and a breakthrough :). Most of the “moments” have been only little but i’ll take that small win to add it to the stockpile of wins. Amongst these moments, my eldest daughter today was talking about her schoolmates and said that one particular child was negative. (I’ve been encouraging her to be positive in all aspects of life) E then said that this mate didn’t like her response and got the other children involved with this discussion. E then reminded me, “that there is no need to be negative mum”, “we are very lucky”.  Breakthrough moment……she has seen the light! My beautiful girl almost 8 has shared some wisdom! I am amazed that she has chosen to be happy and positive in most ways. I am happy that this child is the first of my 4 and fingers crossed the rest will follow in suit. I am proud that what I have been focussing on has finally broken through the ice!

I am simply blessed. And proud mum and wife. Now for me, it’s been a bit of a juggle here at home, Dads rosters, birthdays 3 in 3 weeks, end of school year, and of course thinking of Christmas, completing courses, kindy graduation, and running a household of 6 + 2 pooches and whoever wants to call home, home. All are welcome. All are loved x.

So, I will take this win, this breakthrough and strive to further encourage people to see that there is good and there is happiness if you want it. I will also thank my mentor as she recommended I ask my dad to help E rest well and help her with things bothering her. I thank dad/grandad for coming to E’s rescue. I know he is looking after all of us in the spirit world, much love to him x.

So there you go. There is another aha moment and breakthrough through this awesome journey I’m on. Well really it is all of us. Love my family ever so much, I am truly blessed and warm with fuzzy heartfelt feelings.

Have a great nights sleep,

WLG xx