Judgements

I am someone who has a block with judgement. The fear of being judged of doing something wrong or misguidance. The fear of what people “think” of me and gifts I have. I guess the fear of rejection goes hand in hand also….

Unfortunately we live in a world full of judgement and certain criteria for certain characteristics and models of what”we should be”. Does this really serve a priority within our population and of course whether it really helps with people in general? In my opinion I think not. Judgement creates fear, lack, blocks, rejection, unhappiness etc etc. The list can go on and realistically one motion moves onto another.

I am guilty. I am guilty of being judgemental. I am also guilty of being a person that honestly could create all those above. I once was. I am in the process of removing this block. I am in the process of removing the judgement that resides in me about others. If I am like this to others of course this will come to me. Time to change. Time to change more within me that will allow more positivity and creativity to flow to me. I am sad that I unfortunately never saw this as a fault of mine, maybe the extent of it as I am generally positive and neutral in situation. I am sorry to anyone or anything that has been the result of my judgement. I am so sorry xx

To remove the fear, the blocks, the judgement I will be working on myself majorly next term. I will be creating a better me. To clear these blocks etc. A better renewed intuitive and messenger angel. That’s my goal for next term! And of course to increase my financial status of employed :).

Enough of my blabbing, something to ponder on from my mind, Pete x

Happy Birthday Mum

My mum turns 60 today. in her own words, “it’s just another day”. But today for me, marks a great achievement not everyone gets to! 60! I always thought 60 was old and grandma’s age……the older I get, it really isn’t that old. It is an accomplishment and an acknowledgement of getting wiser and growing grey hairs that are well earnt.

I am proud of my mum and love her so much. I think of her all the time, today especially. She is with her work mates and later on with her own mum. She isn’t on her own which is lovely but thousands of kilometres away from me. I don’t think it matters what age I will be, I will always want my family together for celebrations and anniversaries. Always. A sense of being together and enjoying the company together is for me, what family is all about. The love shared in a room with family or friends you love cannot beat the biggest party on the planet full of strangers.

I wish I was there to make her a cake, and cook her dinner. Something I would always do when visiting her. Giving a bit back to the woman who raised me (with dad too) and is always there to help when I need it. She is an awesome woman and a bloody strong one too. Patience of a saint, works like a man, and a damn good cook!

So Mum, I will force a beer down tonight, to share with you over the tasman. I love you so much and so do the kids. I hope you have a wonderful day and know we cannot wait until we see you again, love your PK xx

Inner heart feelings

Gratitude can be expressed in many forms and also be felt. Tonight I have the surreal feeling of thankfulness, appreciation and love. It is a bit emotional but so worth those tiny tears when you get that buzz in your heart.  Those ahhh moments spent with those you love or those times when you take a step back and see the tribe you are creating. Definitely those good feelings.

I sat tonight with the kids all 4 sitting nice and close for hugs before bed and my heart sang with peace and praise that I got to create these awesome little beings! Like any other mother I do have those times when I don’t feel like that but tonight was exceptional. Their love and quiet was so lovely, and their warmth of love was so nice. A vast change to the noisy critters playing on the trampoline at 5pm. All the same, it was a nice moment in time and when I glanced to hubby on the couch, we both at the same time said “I love you”. Another ahhh moment xx

I guess my heart also got fuzzy when I glance at my phone as an old friend of 23 years rang in a little despair. It was so nice to hear her voice and chat like we hadn’t missed a day of talking. We actually used to joke when at school that I was psychic and Miss L actually was one of my 1st believers now that I think of it! I love those friends like that you speak to a few times a year and I am so fortunate to have many. I would call more but look at the time, it’s 8.30pm and now is the time I think I should call him or her……To all my beloved family, friends and acquaintances, I still love you and send you some warm fuzzy feelings tonight!!

Then, I look at the tribe growing on my page. Increasing and loving the energy spent there. The feeling of loving people joined by similar search or wonder of faith, spirituality or possibly a curiosity of who and what I do. None the less, all of you are so welcome to be sharing this journey with me and the experience I share too. As informed there are big things rising!! Woot woot, I am so for it! I am very grateful for those who take the time to read my posts and blogs, and share if they feel the need. It truly makes me have those inner feelings once again, ahhh lovely!

Plus I get all emotional thinking of how this all started. The pursuing a mediumship connection to my dad and here I am today helping others. So once again Den Boy, my old buddy pal, I am forever grateful for you being in my life and teaching me so much more in the afterlife. I am so very grateful Dad xx

Much love from me tonight and loads of warm hugs and wishes, Pete xx

Channelling

In the last 2 weeks I have been very fortunate to channel quite a few different entities that I surprisingly connected to really well. Of course I did have a little doubt as I was a little dumbfounded why they would be contacting me? And their names aren’t on google…..! Well after searching for a while their names still didn’t pop up. So, I went with it. Kept channelling these special guests and their intriguing information they had to share with me. It has been totally interesting and mindblowing all the same.

I spoke with another like minded person about this and we both have come up with I am either upgrading or there is something big on the horizon for this special person!!! Which of course I am excited about! It is like a present waiting for me, I just need to get to it to open it!

The guests I have had so far are Ascended Masters and GAIA. The voices, the accents, the smells, the visuals they show me are so amazing, I wish all of you could experience this magnificent time too! They have provided me with information about my future, how to get there, information about my family and how to be a “goddess”. I really don’tconsider myself a goddess of course but I have been informed that my thinking needs to change. I have taken it on board although won’t be changing my name or attitude to suit that level of fabulousness.

Yes this blog is about Channelling and how information sent can benefit your life, but it is also a valuable lesson for me, to have more faith and belief in my ability. The doubt is nowhere as strong as what it once was but of course you would doubt yourself if you started to write words that really are not your type of conversation, wouldn’t you? I will keep on finding out more and I actually like conversing with the higher realm. If there are people out there would want to know more and hear some of the sessions,I could write another blog about them.

That is all for now, amazing times at the palace, have sweet dreams, Pete xx

Put a little love in your heart xx

I just spoke to someone who I class as a sister and am deeply connected to. I have seen her in school years, uni years, travelling and now as a mum and wife. As we discussed things I felt as though I was counselling her through conversation. All throughout this chat, one thing kept popping in. Love.

Now, as I am pulling up this wordpress page, the song, “put a little love in your heart” comes through my brain radio and immediately makes me sing it and my glowing heart chakra is beating along too. Might sound a bit OUT there! but it does. Song can define a mood and transform thoughts too.

Love. Another 4 letter word my mum would say, and yes it is thanks for noticing! Love is the one thing money can’t buy, you can share it with everyone and still have enough to share more, and you can even gift it to a stranger if you feel the need. Yep, LOVE is one strong medication that is for everyone and by golly gosh it is a good vibration. Love can create the most warmest of emotions and clear the darkest room. I am no love doctor or love guru, I just know that with love, you can conquer it all.

Love your job, love your family, love your town, love your work………it all creates the happiness within most of all it help with the love of yourself. You see, to love yourself creates this strong foundation of yourself, who you are. Loving yourself allows you to love others and things around you. Radiating love is so spectacular it works similar to a drug I would guess. Under the influence of loving thy self! If you need a little love (HERE IS A HUGE LOVE!) look in the mirror and say one affirming loving thing to yourself. Remind yourself that you are loved and you are lovable. You are love. You were made with love. (And made with some lovin’!) HA!

Jokes aside, through our conversation, reaffirming that if there is love, a loveable bond that ties few together it will be all ok. Love is there, sometimes you need to just seek it and be rewarded. Love will create the richest of riches. My son J, asked me today “will he be rich when he grows up?” I casually say, “you already are rich”. J looks stunned and “says are we mum?” my reply was “of course mate. We have enough money to buy what we need, we have a great life and we have each other”.  All J responded with was “oh, ok mum”. For a child that is 7, I hope he understands what I was saying, I wa saying that we have Love and that holds our riches.

Food for thought on such a lovely night. Much love to you and your families, Pete xx

Reiki Kaleidoscope

Kaleidoscopes come in many colours and various ways when you turn the tube like toy. When I do Reiki healing I get the same mixture of colours through certain Chakras and through my minds eye. Not everyone gives me colours, some give pictures, some send feelings, textures or even sensations. It is quite surreal sometimes and i love it!

The kaleidoscope of information sent is amazing and gratefully received by my clients. Not every healer sees this and not every clairvoyant can connect the dots to give the information needed too. A colleague of mine feels energy so stronger and sees colours in great depth. I want to share these gifts with people in time of course when I step into teacher mode alongside healer and clairvoyant.

The Chakras each have their own colours and to me present themselves as either gems or flowers spinning once cleared and flowing. With of course the most amazing colours that glow with love.

Compared to others I am still a baby amongst decades of teachers that have so much experience beneath their belts. If this is what it is like this early in my spiritual career, I will sing Hallelujah all the way to the end of this healing life! I know there are so many more people I can help and so many more connections to be made through this lifetime.

So here is to many more In house and Distant Reiki Healings to clients of mine! Of course there will be no limits as to only healing but plentiful readings, connections, guidance, teachings, discussions, rituals, discoveries, blogs, platform events, retreats, and the list is endless!

So amongst the kaleidoscope of colours I am blessed to see, I look forward and thankful for you to be with me! Have a restful sleep my readers, looking forward to my celebration tomorrow!!

Pete xx

Thanks Dad

Last night I was asked by my sister to connect to Dad. I thought cool can do. So, once the kids and hubby in bed, I found a few photos and asked Dad to step forward. I stared at the photos and waited for his arrival and wondered how different things would be like if he were still here. So much has changed and happened, one thought crossed my mind, would I be doing this?? It really was his death that egged me on to really try and connect so that I could talk to him. I thought a little more and thought, Thanks Dad.

He pops in and kisses me on my forehead and of course greets me with my nickname and things. We discuss what I wanted him for and he secretly relayed messages for my sister and for me too. Then all of a sudden I get emotional and honestly think of the last time I saw him in person and how we said goodbye. Still gets me teary now. You see Dad was so weak he couldn’t give me a proper hug and as we drove away with tears in our eyes, I knew it was the last time. Even my husband was crying as said will he make it? We both knew the answer but held hands as we headed up the highway.  Dad says it is all right.

Dad then surprised me. He brought forward our dogs Fergie and Bruce that left us in January. It was so good to see them. Bruce was running around and tail wagging so hard it was banging my legs. He licked and so happy to see mum. As for Fergie she was such a relaxed dog, she laid by my feet and gave me a loving look like she was home. I miss my 4 legged kids so much and still resist to a certain degree about getting another. Can’t just replace them like clothing. They were our kids too. Seeing them made me get emotional yes, but so thankful that I can connect to someone who can bring forward others. So thankful I got to see that they are still happy despite the way they left us. So thankful I get to enjoy once again a loving wet smooch from Brucey Boy and having my big girl close by my side. So yes mate, my Dad, thanks so much for my pressie last night. I loved it.

Once the dogs had gone, Dad reassures me, things will be right and “she knows what to do”. So with that I left it as that. My sister will know what to do. Whatever that means but yep, all good!?

I am smiling tonight and wanted to share of course this with you. Wanted to share what happened to me last night and to virtually say thanks to the bloke who I call Dad. Glad he visited and so thankful for where he has lead me 2 years down the track.

That is it from me for now, have a wonderful sleep everyone, Pete xx

We aren’t holier than thou

We aren’t holier than thou or so spiritual that nothing enters our space without wrong. I read a message tonight that said “I was told spiritual people don’t swear”. I wanted to correct this person but opted out. I wanted to though! I wanted to shout “hello honey! we are people too and we aren’t holier than thou!!”

So in my funk of a funk today waiting for deliveries, still waiting on one……..I grew into a cranky person thinking too much about certain situations and what I should do about them. Arghh! Sometimes I drive me up the wall. I mean seriously? Brain you can shut up right now, cause I need a break.Too much crazy happening there!!

Then across FB timeline is a short video Tony Robbins has some words that hit home. Get outside. Exercise. Read. All of which would of been better for the mind body and soul for today. You see I struggle a bit when I have “nothing” to do. As in no activity, children, husband or work taking up my time to get something done. This is where my struggle street is. I know this will last for today and tomorrow brings a new day and a better perspective of ridding these thoughts! All good, I am where I am meant to be and obviously needing to share it too!!

I know my blogs are random and sporadic but they are honest, talking from my mind and heart plus simply getting things off my heart and mind. Would love it if one particular person even acknowledged that she reads them still waiting for that. Or even if my mother read them……but she thinks this is all a fantasy……I guess even my dad if he were alive would think its all odd but because he is over yonder, he has my back 110%.

So for those of you out there that think that we as spiritual people or believers in another place or clairvoyants etc do not swear or judge or act like you, you are mistaken. Like everyone else there are many that fit into those levels or forums of people. We also run everyday lives amongst our mindful worlds that we are gratefully able to link into. I for one love that I can connect to higher beings, spirits and guides. It is awesome.

I think maybe you could read a little or listen to some audio in relation to spirituality and mentality. The world needs more love so share it!!

Take it easy everyone, Pete xx

Remembering School Peers

I have been thinking lots of late as to how all of our Class of ’98 have pursued careers and become important parts of the community. Everyone is important that I know as the world is built of many people but I am impressed and very proud of peers that graduated nearly 20 years ago.

Of course I am in touch or friends on the good ole Facebook that allow me to see and catch up via the internet with what everyone or nearly everyone is up to! There are so many I am proud of! We have doctors, lawyers, pharmacist, editors, entrepreneurs, actresses, dancers, mothers, teachers, medical professionals, horse trainers, polocrosse athletes, police officers, travel adventurers, graziers, the list goes on and on. There was 120 of us! But wow, how impressive are the class of 1998!

I guess I think that it was only the “other day” that I was back at boarding school in Toowoomba. I would love to go back and see what the school is like and see how things have changed in that time. Doesn’t seem like long ago but wow what a ride it has been in that 18 years.

I also guess now that I think about it, what am I going to do to be a match to the Uni super students that are terrifically successful. I know I am pursuing to greater things and learning and growing my eagerness to succeed. I wonder if I measure up to their superiority? But are they superior? Maybe that is just my thought process for now……I know I am great and have done lots, I am always striving to do better though!!

So all in all, I am proud of my peers and where we are today. I think of them often and will see them all one day!

Thanks for listening, Pete

How far I’ve come

I just looked through some video/pictures of what I created when I started dabbling in some media to help promote me or better yet, just to get the feels for what I look liked on camera.

I was surprised to say the least that yes I have grown into a more comfortable person in front of the camera. Of course I one day soon will do a platform event that will show me in person not behind a screen, although I feel I need more of a following for that at the moment. I know I have grown also, in knowing with who I am and what I can offer to those who wish to have me help them. I am content. I am happy at the stance I have taken to discover me. Big smiles from me!!

So, I start to think wow look how far I have come and then over my brain radio loud speaker sings this: Matchbox 20 hit,  Look how far we’ve come.

Amazed that the in sync radio channel is working well also!!

All is well here in Cloncurry for today, have been having a little me time as requested by the angels this morning. So, off for some meditation before heading to school to get the crew. As I say to my nephew, “keep it real homie”, just a small remark to make sure he is happy and himself. To all of you that read or watch, same to you, “keep it real homie”!

Ciao, Pete