My updated story.

I never really thought I had a story. I also thought that to have a story it had be amazing, ninja warrior style with action and an amazing ending. I am a bit slow with some things and this is one. My story is amazing. It is colourful. Interesting and seemingly nutritious with heaps of recipes that fulfil my life.

I was born into a hard working family, a father born in the baby boom, a truckie and loud bloke and my kiwi mum, a resilient amazing woman whose strength is utterly medal worthy. An older sister and a younger brother plus a dog who ran away.

We moved a few times around the best state in Australia and have had some pretty great people in our lives throughout that time. I now live in the place I call my home. A local to some and to the born and breds, not a local. I guess it is what you make it and for me, I have donated back to the community the amount of time I have lived here. Still do, still will do and continue to do. It is what makes a town a community, all together making things work and striving to improve where possible.

I have worked in a few places and owned my own coffee shop, catered for thousands, continued to work while birthing and raising my 4 children. I have partied hard and probably too much when younger but all is a learning curve and memories that’ll still make me laugh. I think?!!

I have lost people close in my life and gained some too. Loved hard, lusted and liked, creating a shit storm within myself, slowly brewing something that wasn’t content (what I now know) and something I just thought I would let idle.

BANG.

Enter another dimension in my life.

Depressed, hurt, burnt out, lost, unfocused, chaos. Help……..

I stop all I have. Give in to all these above and feel them all. With the help of a few ears, hands and hearts, I have slowly built myself up. Working towards improving me. Healing myself from the inside out. I will always be healing myself but that is ok as I have overcome the biggest hurdle so far. The doubt and fog has gone. I am able to deal with the negatives better, the anger and the cant’s even though that sucker isn’t even a word to me anymore. (Mick S see this? You always said can’t isn’t a word. I believe you now) To me this is amazing. I feel lighter, better, clearer, and most of all, the brood I bred are able to benefit from it.

Moving forward, I create a FB page to share my newly discovered talents and now more courses studied. More to come too and excited about them!!

I stand now in this present moment. 20 kilograms lighter. A braver woman, a woman with a vision of the next few years, I feel the momentum building and believe that I can deliver on it. I am a proud person who is happy to say what I can do, and to share my story globally. Even though it will change as I grow with it, it’s one that I will tell when needed. I am thankful for the one person who told me in the most passionate way that “what she puts in she gets out”. She also said that she “wears her badge with honour and pride”. It took me a lot of shit to move past this but so bloody worth it. Thank you for waking me up KC. I admire you (always have) and what you share. You are an authentic person who inspires many. One day I hope the hug I give you, it will make amends of the relationship I broke.

So, yes, I am an entrepreneur, a caterer, an intuitive clairvoyant, an energy healer, an enthusiastic foodie, a franchisee, a health coach, a thermomix consultant, a lover, a fighter, an awesome wife and mum and finally a bloody amazing cook!

My story may seem long or short to some but all in all it just shows that anyone can make their life what they want it to be with the right recipe. I am so eager to nurture others!

Pete xx

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A mother’s work is never done. The voice Mum never waivers. The role Mum never expires even when you do. For this I am grateful. The challenges it brings me are endless but today when I was a little under the weather, my radiant, understanding, beautiful children all shared some love with me today that brought me to tears.

Our vulnerability to feel these emotions and share them openly are simply amazing. We discuss many things not all “deep” but the banter is there flowing through the day. Their love for me shone through their hugs this morning and the maturity of my eldest helping the others with breakfast. I hugged them so tight individually at different times this morning, each sharing their heart chakra with mine. So blessed and so truly grateful.

I was frustrated this afternoon mainly due to being tired and hormonal. Still these robust little people were kind to apologise and listen. A lesson for me to be more mindful in reactions and also a time for me to realise what I am teaching my children. We aren’t perfect in any way, and don’t want them to be either. I am showing them ways to grow into good humans with many qualities $$ can’t buy. One for instance was a quick lesson in communication! We can better that one too!

No matter what you have got or presented, see it as a good thing. A lesson in life and it is your choice whether you work with it or against it. There is a catch to the phrase”won’t happen overnight but it will happen”. It sure does get better in time it is up to you how quick you wish it to pass. I am fortunate to have braved many storms and sailed through and still have sails afloat. Many storms to come yet but I know with my growing strength I can work with them to only improve my life and better it too.

Don’t you see? This life is a gift and we can make it what we intend, it is having some faith and maybe some good old elbow grease to get it to where we want it. I am looking forward to the future, and seeing my children grow with new storms for them. Fingers crossed they aren’t too rough! (Reminds me of the tornado dream from early this morning!!) Focus on good, work with the negative and live your life in the present with gratitude.

Bless you xx

When you hear news that was unexpected it does make you think ever so much than before. I am sitting here enjoying the rain and thinking about our family and what has happened. Never a day goes by I don’t think of them anyway, one of them is always in it.

I have a fresh loaf of white in the oven, for the kids and yes once again eaten chips and meat for lunch, now with a feeling of ball in throat…..meh, Tuesday will come and give me more answers of what is going on. Fingers crossed, an easy fix!

I am still struggling with what to call my page, what services I have to offer (plenty) and who will use this service. Helping people is what I’m here for, now to facilitate how.

Such a blessing is this rain and life. Memories from everyone good and bad have shaped me to right where I sit now. “Be happy” my guide mentions, “enjoy now for future has lots ahead. Be kind to yourself and your soul. Remind yourself of good things and good things will come from that”.

I am happy with where I’m at life path wise, although an emotional void is present today thinking of him. And them.

Today’s bake was nice an easy for the week. Chic chip muffins, bread, roast pork and some satay kebabs.

Simple, effective and prepped for tomorrow. Now to drink more water to take the discomfort away.

I bought a new bike……..well it’s second hand but hey it is my new bike and holy shamoly I feel fantastic!! Have ridden to school and back a few times and really love it! Haven’t really done that for quite some time due to the heat and crappy old bike that never let me extend my legs!! But Hallelujah I changed that and moving forward to getting this body slimmer!!

I have been on JBT for 2 months and feel so fantastic it is not funny!! Well it is and smiling like a cheshire cat as dad would put it. I messaged my upline and told her how fantastic I feel this morning, she encouraged me to share it to friends. I mean why wouldn’t I want to share it with you all?! My new energy has bumped my old energy and trumping that is pretty awesome! Noticing eating certain foods lower my energy and lower my vibration. That is not for me then! I am an apex female who wishes to be super awesome!!  https://youtu.be/hoEGZBWzgOE

When I was riding with the kids this morning I felt the most content heartfelt happiness. Here I am riding to school with my kids, all healthy, happy, smiling, energetic and eager. I made these little people and look how they are turning out. Pretty bloody great I reckon. The warmth I felt made me feel like “hell yes this is so the right path for me”. We are all doing an activity with happiness! Grateful for times like that these that are squashing those shitty times. Grateful for the possibilities of working with flexibility that allow me to participate in an activity like this. So very grateful for all in our life today, tomorrow and future. Goes without saying thankfully grateful for the past too. Without it I wouldn’t be here today. Blessed. Hallelujah. Peace.

So for today, I shared a song that came to me when I came home. Well received and totally for today. Enjoy it! Have a wonderful day and yes, that new beauty of a bike will be on the pavement to go get the kids this afternoon!! Everything is awesome!!

Peace out peeps, Pete xx

An interesting amazing 3 weeks. Mostly busy and yes a few days spent “vegging” in front of the TV. Easter at its finest with Chocolate goodness!! Hubby’s 40th and visiting family and friends. It was a terrific school holidays spent with our kids and it was great.

The kids came home at the end of term tired, moody and somewhat naughty!! We decided not to go camping (good decision considering the mammoth weekend that followed) and we have returned the term in full flight, mostly in good moods! Winning!

For me, I have eaten a share of naughties but I continue on increasing my health and wellness. The program I am following is dramatically helping me mentally and internally. Eventually it will get me moving more, slowly but surely it is working. I have always wanted a quick fix with the weight. Get it off now so I can do this…..and be prettier, skinnier etc. Realistically the whole wellness movement has encouraged me to stick to a cleaner eating menu, continuing with bettering my nutrition with vitamins & minerals, increasing water intake and having a better balance with hormones. I now know how I feel when eating certain things and opt (most of the time) for a better choice. Of course I treated myself to an ice cream last night for dessert at a dinner with friends, but know that the 15 minute after blergh is a sign that what I am doing is totally right for me. I love ice cream but doesn’t like me…..much. The scales are decreasing and clothes looking better on, my eyes are noticing and if you don’t that’s cool too.I am doing this for me, not you, so comments aren’t needed. Feeling great, balanced energy and a content for “I got this shit!”. Hashtag #wafercomeatme #pmac #igotthis #jbt #healthiswealth

I will add the feeling of waking and being grateful for so much is more profound than before. I am apart of this team that encourage gratitude and wellness of mind body and soul. They encourage you to do your best and hold your hand when in doubt. I need that support. I am confident in what I can do and deliver, it is simply nice to be apart of a team once again. Really nice. 🙂

Then there is the side that I love that is quiet and a little dormant only igniting when meeting for moon gatherings. I have been non existent on my page. Here. Simply due to crazy busy on the holidays and not wanting that pull or feel of letting you all down. I am about to be back. On track. Which will be nice. My guide has been polite and getting close again, helping me with growing the intuition I have found I can’t live without. The inner compass I keep to myself and my journal. I share it here cause I feel like I need to and want to. Hope you don’t mind. With the help of “the others” Term 2 should be a good one and look forward to your input!

While working today at the school, listening to music while laminating times table cards, much of the music heard was chord striking. Making me remember people and events I haven’t thought of in ages. Made me think of someone who I just want to go hug to make it all better but can’t. Flooding thoughts of school, friends, family, reminiscing of days gone by and emotions…….the music was great and the memories too. I could share lots of music on my page but often think better not……perhaps I should share it more?

I want to add, for anyone that is reading this and needs a hug, here is a HUGE ONE!! I give fantastic hugs and share lots of love at the same time. All given in a giving nature not taking nor dirty either. I’ll save those hugs for hubby……hehehe!! Mind out of the gutter, know that you are not alone and segregating yourself from others is not healthy. Joining in the group be it only for company is better than being by yourself. You can always sit or stand by me, there is always room.

For tonight is almost over for this mumma, I wish everyone of you a wonderful sleep and waking with peace in your heart. Take care, love Pete xx

It is just that. Appreciate the good. Appreciate the things I do for people, for my family, and lastly on the list for myself. When life is go go go, the one person holding this shazam altogether is last on the list?? Like many mums that is how we roll.

Caring for a few extra kids the last few days has been great although it is showing me how much I am unappreciated by my children and how much I do for them. Which is virtually everything but I am being told, appreciate the good anyway. Breathe…….

I feel emotionally tired and a little drained since my new moon ritual and so appreciative today I am not at liberty to do jack squat until 2.50pm when I go and get the kids from school. I appreciate the time that I get to just chill, allow the calibrations to upgrade myself gently and of course appreciate my husband for being the best man for me. Without his support and hard working I simply couldn’t be in this position. I appreciate him so much, love him more everyday.

I went to share a video on a page but it didn’t upload for some reason but I appreciate that it is a sign it isn’t meant to be posted….appreciating the universe for listening and delivering on intentions wishes & wants. Now I am typing this I feel tired and calm. Just still, listening to the birds outside chirping, singing songs and bouncing on the leaves. I appreciate the time spent with my youngest child before he heads to school next year. With that I am excited for him but question where has my baby gone? So much has happened since he arrived and amazing at where we will be in another 5 years. Like my mum used to say “time flies when you are having fun”.

Appreciating good news too! A family friend is on her way home after 10 months in Brisbane with her baby boy with illness. He has the all clear to return to the bush for now! So happy for their family as they have been apart this whole time (except for visits) and they will be together! A great feat considering the odds.

So I guess I am glad I wrote this. I am glad. Glad it has made me appreciate things through feeling like a little bit in limbo. The limbo is good for today, it is where I should be, upgrading as we speak. Appreciating that for sure! I wish you will have a great day and enjoy your appreciation too x

After chatting with various sources from last week, it has truly hit home about limitations.

Limitations are limited because of your limited beliefs. End of story. Limitations are limited if you feel that you can only do so much, afford so much and only have so much time. Right? Enter the buzzer with a loud “ERRRRRR”.

I have felt within my own sphere of life that we can only do this and only afford that…..and time is only this duration. Well a wake up call with a lady confirmed the channelled messages that I receive are true and correct. The limitations that I hold within my mind are the things that are holding me back. So I have thought about this and chatted more with others and then just before whilst having a shower, a light bulb moment occurs! Cha Ching! And with that it has drawn me here to blog about it.

You see I have stepped outside the limitation box and holy shit there are so many more dimensions from the viewing platform that I cannot share them all with you. I will share with you that within your mind there are so many “limited” beliefs and thoughts that totally need to be erased and filled with imagination of amazement.

I am not saying that it will happen overnight but if you want to process the thoughts and eradicate the not so good ones, you are better off not having them around! Timeless illusions can grow and strengthen your imagination and spread like wildfire on a warm windy day.

I don’t know Jamie Paolinetti but I love this quote. Spoken so true and amazing what happens when you free your mind of limitations.

Think about it, don’t you want the amazement that the universe has install for you? Quit overthinking and overanalyzing and doit. You will that the universe!!

Much love from home tonight, see you tomorrow my friends,

Pete x

There has got to be something with listening to positive music that empowers your heart and mind, right? I have been listening to Spotify and using a different genre to what i usually listen to although i listen to a vast variety of tunes. It has helped me through today, and I feel so connected to source. The angels actually. It is like they are here with me, surrounding me and encouraging me to bound forward. It is a cool feeling.

I dunno where I am going with that, i just wanted to share! Ha 🙂

Today has been good on the overall homefront. Developing not pushing and achieving. That is awesome in my books. Jobs done around home, 6 kids and still smiling. That is when you know that you are on a great tangent of life!

On the other hand I am thinking of family friends that live in another town that have had some tragic news. My heart breaks for them as I know how difficult life is at the moment and what is in store in the future. I think that is why I have the angels around me too. I have asked them to be with my mates and to guide Mr A to Heaven. You know when you wish you could send a hug through the phone as distance wont let me do it in person. When an accident results in a tragic loss, the grief has many extra effects which in time will be dealt with. All I can do is send love, ask for their protection and know that in time things will get better. May he rest in peace and will always be remembered in my eyes as a cheeky sun of a gun, life of a party and had lovely eyes!.

On a brighter note, I was a winner of a scholarship today! Go me!!! I am taking a course with a lady in America that works with Angels, Spirits and Healing. A blessing for me as I was wanting to do it but said no due to finances. Then I was offered this and have taken the leap of faith and said yes! I will make this work and come out the other end with another course and more training. How blessed is that? So grateful for the opportunities that are presenting themselves to me at the moment. I am very thankful.

That is it from me tonight, off to help at school tomorrow. Swimming starts for the school so I am in with the Preppies. Its going to be cold water……but I am brave!!!

Pete x

Last night I spoke of how and what I felt. It is amazing what happens when you write it out and just “blab” it out! The release has helped me think of which direction and how I wish to portray myself on this page.

I want my listeners to know a lot about me, and if it generally helps someone on that day I will be better for it. You see I think that if I am not being paid for services, no one is wanting me. Truth is, people do need me. They want to hear the ramblings, the good and bad, the support and something to help them live another day if in dark zones. I want my page to boast love, healing, caring, sharing and moments in life that make my followers know that all  will be ok. I was focussed on the money, focussed on having a label to help me focus on a niche that in time will help me be who i want to be. But can you really do that when there is still so much to learn, share and create? This is why I am removing the “healing medium” name. It isn’t false, I just don’t want it anymore. I just want to be me. In my skin, my mind and in my white light garden. There you can see me flourish.

I will continue offering services of course, but the genre just won’t be just that. Gardening, cooking, music, guidance, quotes, sharing, cards, family, friends, reiki, clairvoyance, books, all of which is me. Sometimes you need to face the wall that is before us and either break it down or climb over it to discover the next step/room. I needed this and grateful for it to. It has invigorated a new breath in me to get the ball rolling and to create this great place of sanctity. I mean who wouldn’t wanna come to the White Light Garden? I know that I will be there and hope you will come and join me or simply stay and hold my hand through this wonderful life we have been given.

Are you with me? See you in the garden soon,

Pete xx