27.12.25

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2025. The year of learning, growth, realisations, lessons, travel, honesty, hardship, tears and triumphs. Soon, it will be over, and the new year will have entered shortly followed by the new Chinese year. I reflect often on where we came from and how we are today. What has transpired and really what is always unfolding in a full house of teenagers.

I would not change my life for quids, not tone down the inspiring young people I created that are very independent, outspoken, giving, kind and loud. Milestones this year, proud mama moments, tears of loss and fear. Being a parent is not for the faint hearted and every year I learn new and more. Thank you, kids.

I have completed my studies for my course through https://the-ankara-academy.mykajabi.com/ . What a wonderful group of people I have met and learnt with over this year’s duration. I have come away with greater strength, intuition, friendships and a shamanic tribe, a new sales position I am yet to conquer. I have also chosen to continue with the Leadership year for 2026, continuing with Heather and the Ankara team. I know that will challenge me and provide great accomplishments too. Funding it will come easily through working with clients online, thank you to those who book.

A few weekends ago, we had our final retreat. Though, it was a vision quest. A solitude time spent alone in nature (mine was in a cabin thankfully due to flying and not having to cart extra items on the plane). This quest is for a practitioner to connect deeper with guides and receive messages. It is also a perfect time to connect with nature, be aware of every sensation and message without distraction. I did find the Saturday the hardest but once enjoying the quiet, the flow was amazing. Today I spoke to one from the tribe and said I could go another vision quest. It proves to me, carving time out to sit and be alone is vital for my connection and growth. Thank you guides and totems for the messages. I have proposed every month to take time to commit to myself. Planning this :).

I have updated my offerings and feel comfortable with what is available. Land clearings are on the agenda too, which I feel that they will be wonderful considering the ancient land we live upon.

So tomorrow there will be a video or share about the offerings and time to bring in some much-needed revenue. Wahoo! Shared on Instagram of course and Facebook :). What a time for me. Exciting!

I am off to bed, time for rest and recoup after a few big days. Sleep well friends, Pete x

Choosing Me

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Yesterday I chose me. I chose to feel the fear and speak what I needed to say. I do not know how it has been received, but then again, that is not my concern. I chose me so I can use my voice, embrace the energy rising from within, doing life for me and all the while changing lives while doing it. Making an impact in peoples worlds and lineage. Reminding people of rekindling the earth human connection.

I am aiming for big. For larger scale of connecting with many. To share that their truth and life are indeed important, to live with kindness and gratitude, with passion and purpose, choosing what their soul is here for. So many are lost, hold onto trauma for too long, angry, ill, ignorant or plain old asshole all because of not listening to their intuition or self. I too listened to self-doubt, feeling less than, listened to others comments and judgements even though I am a good person, hardworking, will give more than required, people please, let shit go even if there is abuse occurring, putting others before me and definitely not having great boundaries.

While I am fearful of finances, I am being brave and courageous. I am being positive. I am choosing what I am being urged to follow. I am working towards many goals and going to be changing many lives. I have done it before, so why not now and in the future? Onwards and upwards they say, right?

I am so blessed to be surrounded by many cheerleaders, coaches, mentors, peers that are all supporting me. So lucky. When I rode the Condor in my meditation the other morning, I felt like I had been set free. Seeing the world in a different way and being reminded of how amazing I am and growing strength. It did have white on the tips of its wings though, absolutely majestic though.

By choosing me, where my passion lies, my expression and sharing will only grow. My message to be refined and offerings, many. I will share here, Facebook and Instagram via the pages Elder Oracle. That is the name of my new business. Unique and ancient. Ancestral and encompassed. A sphere of connectivity, healing, growth, change, impression, creativity, eldership, intuition and spiritual energy. A foundational place to call home and nurture. Already feels fabulous reading that!! I am eager and excited!

I hope to have you come along and join the ride, participate and follow. I am heading to refill my resources. Have a blessed sleep and see you soon.

Pete x

15.10.25 Rambling Wednesday

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I wish to crack codes quicker. To ease this menacing brain that consumes so much of my day. I know there is a message to this head fuckery of a week but there has been no damn delivery yet. I know there is a lesson then the aha moment/s but sitting in this shit really is not great for me. The resilience I have, and share is so small when it comes to me. As if it is yet another thing I choose not to give to myself because someone else deserves it more.

LIKE FUCK!!!!

I know I am worthy; I know that the soul within my body is ancient, I know that I have the power to work on this. Now to link the human brain to that……where is the medicine within my hands to help myself? How is it my medicine and energy can help others without actively doing something but somehow, I cannot do it to myself?

What is my medicine? I’ve questioned this too. One of our coaches has said “it is the trauma that can reveal the medicine you will work with”. I do not have “trauma” as such. I wondered if it was an event for me. Like after Dad died? Or is overcoming so much mental bullshit mine? Perhaps it is finding your north and finding some comfort with spirituality. The coach also said “beneath the surface” which has uncovered some hidden crackers to deal with. As it is there, working through things is when the hard work starts. Dealing with all those hidden emotions, feelings, sayings, connected to everything because it’s all energy. So yeah, was considering some sort of program that works with beneath the surface. But because my brain is in attach mode or being asshole mode, not really the time to sink into some serious creative content.

I’m searching. I am searching for a breakthrough or an actual directed message from my team of guides or totem or power animals……waiting. Doing the journeys, meditation, offerings, journalling, and any guidance given is usually the same. “You can do this”, “cut the bullshit and get doing it”, “time is of the essence”, challenging me or making visits to the sanctuary difficult at times. I have been direct and asked for answers to my questions. – and now I have just been told I sound like I am whinging…….FARKIN HELL!

I know I needed to type this out. Instead of writing the same stuff in my A4 foolscap spiral bound book. My brain is in need of rewiring, pronto. The self-sabotage and feeling like a burden need to fuck off right now!

This one may be good for that: **I destroy and uncreate my relationship to the prehistoric programming of my ancestors. I no longer am requiring the energy of lack, burden, judgement, negativity and self-sabotage, past, present and future in all time, space continuum and in all realities.

**I destroy and uncreate any chords, connections, contracts, ties, binding curses that are holding my human self, my soul, my space, my aura back in all time, space continuum and in all realities.

**I destroy and uncreate any negative energy towards self that has been sent, allowed, given, provided, used, left or found in all time space continuum and in all realities.

**I now place love, creativity, positive energy, sunshine & nature, medicine elder magic, all within these spaces that have been cleared.

**I now declare that moving forward will be actively pursuing my path, working with those who I am able to heal & work with, ensure abundance of finances & adventures and living with purpose while smiling living this life.

**I now surround myself with white light that rises from the earth, into my body and connects me to source.

**I am a vessel of healing light catering for millions of souls. **I now move forward with connection, vitality, calm and invite in guides, totems and allies.

And like that, with clearing statements, I am feeling better. Now to do some clearing for any spirits or entities.

**Any sprits or entities that are not the highest intention or attuned to unconditional love can leave this reality immediately. (Repeat 3 times)

With all that being share and said, I am off to bed. With my white light still glowing.

Hope you enjoyed what was rambled about tonight, ever evolving this life isn’t it?

Peace x

PS: Had any visiting animals today? I had a crow fly over this morning while meditating, a spider web sticking to me and a pesky fly doing its best to buzz and share its qualities.

Expression 26.8.25

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I have sat back and healed. Sat and waited. Watched the traffic, posts, merges and season. Grown, deflated, grown again, deflated. Cancelled. Stopped. Continued. Ever rolling or shedding of this eternal being & body. I am a little tired of this space and know that the shell I currently live in, is about to expire and a new one to be found.

I so want new! If you know, you know and if you don’t that is all good too. I want new. New places to visit, new adventures to go on. New energy that invokes the fire within to be lit and enflamed with fire. I want to live on purpose with purpose, a passionate life that lights me up every day. Not the current hamster wheel I am trudging on like ol’ Mrs Plod.

Get me??

I like where I work currently, the boys and banter, the funny days, they are good days. Though it is not what I am passionate about. What fuels my desire and fire. I aim to be a terrific healer with improved contributions to people’s lives. Whether through conversations or healing sessions, maybe even a little tonic or homemade feast, something that really gets them feeling better and release of energy somewhere within their field.

I am a little bit stuck as to how to present these quality investments. The who isn’t really a problem, as they will come to me if they wish. How to deliver, what to deliver…….in what way? Online serves best, time anyone? Plenty to be negotiated with the celestial council.

I feel like a whole new revamp of sorts needs to come to play. Yes?

I am in the middle of my shamanic training. To learn new techniques, connect to greater beings, learn ways of old and to be a part of a massive group that is really lovely and supportive. The mentor and coaches are so strong and knowledgeable, what they promote and share, awesome! I am a Reiki Master. Energy Healer. Wise woman with intuition. Mother, wife, and community member. I am sure I can mix that somewhere in the cauldron and create a how out of that?

Within me is this feeling that there is something bigger. Yet to be born or discovered. But it is there. It feels big. I know I am the one who needs to work it out, but the slack mack in me wants someone to give me a huge hint to work with. I do also have these thoughts to have a shaman go on a journey with me and then we nut it out. In the journey. That would be amazing! Wonder if Heather from Ankara would be up for that….? Food for thought. Then there is the raunchy side of me that wants to birth something there too. That essence is delicious and lucious. The taste is silky like chocolate and sweet that allows the senses to be heightened. I breathe it and it feels so good, inside and out. Perhaps there is where the medicine is at? Feels right!

Lots to ponder and lots to birth. Life is good. Living and breathing it.

Choose kindness and yourself, love to you and the world, Pete xx

26.7.25

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Reading the last deposit blog on this site cracks me up. “I’m ready for new and more, less weight, ah ha, heard it before, still looks like the same to me”. Sure does, still the same. WTF am I doing, where is this year going? Or gone? End of July and the Rodeo’s are here, the town is a buzz with travelers and campers. 2 birthday’s down, 5 to go……Term 3 has begun for the kids, work is busy and life is rolling around with the odd celebration whether good or less than.

What I do know is I have had a lot bubble up in the world of me. Identity, childhood, relationships, children, friendships, business, retreats, health, wealth and well, if I haven’t touched on it yet, that bugger has been and gone or it is coming at me soon enough! So much, my journal is about to become another book for the year. That’ll be the third……

So what has this year been like for you?

I have been working with a company that provides a mixture of retreats and teachings of intuitive practices. It has been great, confronting, energetically tiring, legit got me thinking about where to now and connected me to a great community. It has only dawned on my this week that nobody asks about my retreats or course probably because they don’t fucking know! Or the few that do, don’t ask. Meh. So, this course is providing me with information and community to encourage me to work again in the holistic field and actually pursue what I am passionate about, HEALING!

Currently I am working on finding a space to work from. With 7 people in the house and 2 dogs, it is a little full and I require space. So, my husband is on the hunt. Plus, I have a shopping cart online that is full ready to go to decorate! Then I can have space, for clients and myself. I am excited for it too, been a long time since I have had space. Praying that hubby comes up with the goods shortly!

My offerings will look different but the same will be provided. Healing and helping people clear energy to get them to be a better version of themselves. The exchange may stay the same, may increase with small rises. Outdoor sessions and indoor sessions, online and in person, phone and texting, you name it, I am sure we could connect.

So, where to from here. My commitment is to myself, growing my skills and confidence. Gaining what I can from any offerings so some day soon, I am able to work in this field full time. Isn’t that the goal in life? To live with purpose while making memories, gaining knowledge and then sharing it?

So much running through my brain, so much. I am off, though if you are keen to follow, please have a squiz on Instagram. You will find me there posting lovely pictures and some random shares. Keep on being amazing people, Pete x

Welcome 2025

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What can I say? A break can do wonders and as we entered this amazing No.9 year of completion, I feel as though “shit is about to get real” and my oh my, I am ready!

I chose to have a break from my spiritual work as there have been some serious blocks, changes and energy depletion that could not have handled 23/24. I know that giving myself that break has allowed my energy to catch up, to gain strength and rebuild along with ascension. Boo Yeah!

I am excited where this year will take me. I am looking for more. More adventure, more love, more exciting times, more intuition, more connection, more money, more weight loss, more laughter, more spare of the moment type things, really just want to increase my living and life! I am investing into myself and giving me more. I am actually enjoying it! Who wouldn’t though?

I am now keen to work with clients, online and in person for Reiki sessions. Energy work and intuitive guidance all the way baby! I will even have group sessions that are available to those who wish to join in the session with friends and or family.

If you are interested, feel free to make contact with me. We will have fun and you will get active guidance there and then.

Blessings 🙂

4th February 2023

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After an interesting week at work, having time down the river, is such a blessing. In various spots and times throughout the weekend, my gosh I am so grateful for running water, it’s crisp temperature and seriously wonderful energy my body desperately needed to refill.

It has cemented that I definitely need to be outside more. The natural energy recharges me so well and even though there is talk in the river with family chatting, the calm of the river is soothing to my soul and heart.

I visualise the energy filling my body from feet to crown with shamanic earth medicine. Flowing into my energy calming and strength, love and reconnection, every breath I take, my soul cheers.

I speak to the elders that surround me in spirit, the trees that shade my body I thank them for their gifts. I allow the flies to jump on me, March flies taunt me, the occasional bug whip past my face, I see in glee with this energy that is river.

Shamanic energy is so deep. So rooted within. Such an intense connection to the earth core, what beauty and magnetism. I love it. Bloody love it.

Connection to her 🙌
We enjoy it while it’s flowing

Happy Sunday friends, sharing love and spirit with you all. Connect to the land you are on, you will thank me for it!

Pete x

Concrete Conquerors

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I saw this and immediately thought hell yes, this is worth a good blog, worth a good share. I mean for those who may not understand it, we are within a concrete world these days and sometimes you can’t be out of it due to job, family circumstances, origin, choice or income.

I am shouting out to the plants (people too) growing through concrete. Conquering that concrete pavement built to minimise beneath and box in the circle around. Shout out to those who see a crack and bloody push through the hardest of life’s lessons and flourish on the other side. Shouting out also for those who have tired, still trying and about to try. YOU CAN DO IT.

Without life’s lessons, you won’t appreciate the struggle, the rewards, the bounty of fresh air awaiting the other side. We must go through hard times to get to the good times. This now is making me think of fear. Some people cannot push through the fear and crack on through. We all have it, varying differences though and we all have that choice to work with it or live in it.

Sharing snippets like this are gold for someone out there, I know it. Thank you for being that plant. Growing, prospering through the cracks and enduring it all so you can grow. It is so worth it right? Life is so worth living and being present. Owning your shit and doing it. Living your life to the fullest even if you came through a crack (hehehe).

I have said this many times to people in conversation or as a client. We are not cement. We are not trees, rooted in and we are not buildings that cannot move from place to place. We are amazing beings that can choose light over darkness and choose the life we want to live. If you box yourself in, you too will feel exactly that and refuse to see any way out, even if there is a crack. Most of us originated from nomadic lifestyles, this is a small reminder you can resume to wander if it feels right for you! Try not to box yourself in. Please?

If, by any chance, you require help in this division……..find someone. To help you. To help you find a crack. To walk by your side. To give you comfort that you can choose otherwise. There are plenty of beings out there in this fabulous life that enjoy helping others. If there is an exchange needed, see it on a positive note. Paying for a service that potentially can help you for the rest of your life, isn’t that exchange worth it? As you are worth everything to this universe. And me. Simples.

Pete x

Wakey wakey, taking notice yet?

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No one must think like me. I guess they can’t, they aren’t me. Der!

Sometimes when the aha moments or the slap at the back of the head moments, duck they annoy me how truthful their awareness are.

I simply think so different that everyone must be an ok person, yeah? But no, seems that’s not the way. And I am friendly to everyone but too friendly gets you in the shit.

I invite people to join in the fun and I dunno have fun. It seems I have no boundaries and hurt other peoples feelings when doing this. Or seen as micro managing when trying to help out in a workplace. No, I seriously am just helping out.

So I am now sitting, at my shitty outside table, crying and deflated and can see why things can turn bad to worse in a blink of a reaction and worse yet, destructive thoughts of heading to heaven would be such an easy way to end this life so the noise can stop.

I cant please anyone. I can’t be me without a reaction, affect or whatever the fucking word is that’s not coming to my simple brain.

And the message from last night still rings true about doing me. Sitting in the shit, “does this serve me?” I tell what doesn’t, sorting someone else’s life while I really want to be doing what I truly want! Guess that sounds so flipping ungrateful! Thanks to a close friend, now distant, reminding me how I am ungrateful and dont give time to friends or perhaps my full attention.

So, wakey wakey Peta. Something is consistently happening here. You fucking listening yet??

Brains! Fucking hard work! And when you are a fuck up, double the hardness!

The end.

Change?

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Stagnant, dry, wet, sabotaging and frustration. Mixed bag of all sorts and fuckery, Jesus what a flippin year!

I think ever since Covid, I’ve had this energy of meh. Decrease in caring for self. I look fucking huge. Pregnant even. Yep, the snoring affects my marriage. I don’t even like how I look but I keep doing the same and nobody coming on a white horse to fucking save me.

I’m so busy trying to make a living that I’m living but not 100% enjoying it. I’m saying that, you can’t enjoy everything at once and life is supposed to throw all sorts at you. If you get it at once, it’s a sign to pay the fuck attention to whatever is being served up on that shit sandwich!

I’m pretty sure you can hear by my language and tone that a big 💩 was dumped at a point which a friend and I discovered late last week. A massive 💩.

But I’m still sitting with the 💩 and the sabotage and the whole shebang……..thinking why can’t I move passed myself? Why can’t I fucking change? And then the message shine brighter than the sun on hangover day. “When you give to yourself, choose yourself, make yourself no.1, only then will you own the change and choose you like I choose everyone and everything else!” So I do think “when will I wake up?” They answer with “NOW!. Stop this madness and illness and depth of sadness. How will your gifts be honoured if you don’t honour yourself? Madness”

Total madness. Total truth. Totally an aha, once again delivered by the guides and angels on duty. Geez I love them all!

So, how will I change this conundrum of life and desire?

Piece by piece. And then piece by piece. On repeat. Forever.

I think we all forget amidst the human life of family, work, responsibility and more that if self isn’t cared for, ain’t nobody else gunna do it.

So I will step, bounce, stretch, shake and bake myself into a better mindset and body image. I say it lots but it’s got to change, my body and spirit are telling me. And it’s got an urgent stamp on it.

Thanks for listening, gunna be sharing the shit outta stuff. Peace be with you and also your heart ❤️,

Pete x