I am sitting on the couch. Dim light, the dishwasher on, tv off, headphones on with some music and our pup next to me loving life. Nearly every night I do this. Just me and Rex, the laptop and my thoughts. I try of course to get on and see what everyone is doing on FB and read the emails. I think about meditating and think hang on, I will watch this clip or read that email in relation to spirituality etc. This is of course after the kids and Pete are in bed, dishes done and jobs finished until tomorrow.

Then tomorrow returns for another round of daily chores, lists, cooking, FB, texts, school runs, you get the picture. As I sit here now, I think of where I am at in life and it is a little further ahead on the path of life. little by little I get boosted to the next corner and continue on. I am questioning tonight a lot of things and discovering many more that are enticing my ideas around my page. FB page that is. It once was called L Plate Clairvoyant then I thought I moved to my P’s so I quit that page and created another. Lost my followers although they did find me at White Light Garden. I then of course went on to do a Masters course and thought that for me to step into stepping stone and further this career, I would change the name to Peta McIntyre Healing Medium. I was so proud. Thought to myself, “I got this and I can do this!” I am proud of what i know and where i came from. So tonight I tried to read 2 pictures that were in a group i am apart of. I felt that my energy was good but the connection wasn’t. As if I had lost my skills per se. (You can lose your skills but they get weaker if not used properly or used continuously until trained to be on/off upon request.) As I have been off air as such and no employment with any readings, I have had no practice and no group chats due to holidays. I of course doubted there is this right for me, this whole page etc. I then reached out to a friend and we discussed what’s happening. You see I don’t want to label myself a Healing Medium as I don’t want to sell a product that is not 100%. And after the attempt tonight, it has got me guessing. And for my readers, clients?, or followers I want you guys to have faith in what I am delivering is 100%. You know? It really is only the mediumship that I am questioning but it all is in the same basket,so all being focussed on.

I am sure this is where I want to change it back to White Light Garden. To have you my friends come to my garden and to be a part of my life that is really bigger than just the readings and healings. You see I want this page where I have people following me, coming to my page to be apart of the beauty of this world, gain knowledge with things, guidance when needed and I have got to have a page that is fun and enticing to have people interact. Right? I like games and having fun but of course I realistically would like to be paid so this can turn into a career that I so desire. Do you understand?

Or am I rambling again?

I had to write. I had to share. I want you guys to know that I am here and sorting things out still. I will have more of an idea tomorrow, I need to sleep on this and would love to know what you want to hear, see and would you pay for my services?

Peace friends, may you be watched over by source and the angels above xx

PS It is our 13th wedding anniversary today….poor Pete is crook so no fancy dinner or presents. Lucky we have each others presence with a little distance 😉

What a day. Full on, busy and loved it for the most part anyway. Life is never dull around our place and this I asked for many years ago. I asked for a house where there will always be people, feeding the mobs and always a place of rest to those who need it. I am have that and more at present. I love it. Loving the way that life is gracefully moving forward with so much ahead.

I also like that I have asked for certain things and they seem to be coming into my path of life. Thankful and grateful for those that have been received and incoming too. I rub my hands together in excitement of course, I am still a kid at heart!

9 kids. Some might think what was I thinking? The repair man said “how do I do it?”, I simply replied that being busy helps the kids stay happy and focussed. Of course it doesn’t always go to plan but in the long run having the kids busy helps me in return. I love school holidays. No uniforms, no school lunches, no timetables as such. Back to school on Tuesday for us but hey, was a great couple of weeks :).

New Moon is upon us tomorrow so intentions will be asked and crystals out to be cleansed. Apparently it is a black moon and have read a little on it. Focussing on good more than negative will create better for the world.

Oh and last night I found where the Orion comes from…….he is an Archangel. I have been chatting/channeling him for a while now and wasn’t too sure where he fit in.I actually thought he was an Ascended Master, but no, An Archangel instead. Amazing stuff right? I think it is pretty cool and he feels similar to the card attached, from the new deck I bought by Kyle Gray. Funny how it all links in! I actually love the synchronicity of it all!

Back on track, more posting and prayers to come and of course guidance for those who need it. Such an amazing life we each have, do you love yours? Love you, Pete xx

I am tired. Exhausted. Trying to make money to build a dream for me and for the family, they just don’t it yet. I have been working at the school as a teacher aid/school officer casually to help bring in some much needed money to save for some courses that I am looking at doing asap. Then I volunteered to cater for a morning tea tomorrow……and all along playing mum and wife to my beautiful family. The light bulb moment hit before. Am I happy? Is this the crazy you really want? The answer is totally no. I haven’t even really had time to do any readings for online customers and for this I apologise.

See I get so caught up on knowing i can do so much and give so much away I really forget about big ol me still trudging along. I quit catering as I didn’t like the stress anymore and it really was too quiet to continue it also. So silly old me has learnt a lesson tonight as the cake is nearly finished baking.

I get so focussed on the money side of things thinking, yep if i do this and that I will get this much…..and so on. Focussed on the income to get me to what my next “move” is I realistically have not even thought of the things left on the side of the road whilst on my journey. I have these fantastic gifts and spent a small fortune to help guide me and what for? They are there for a rainy day? I think not. I have a passion so strong for this side of life, I know it is for me. I know I help people but where or how can I if I am heading in the opposite direction? I asked for work and I got it. I asked for busy, I got it. Maybe it never really left though……? I am so grateful for all I have and have been given, and thankful also for the light pinging tonight.

I hardly set boundaries but I assure you now I will have to do just that. I recommend to the 2 ladies that recently became Reiki Masters via me, dedication and continual processes will be successful in getting you to where you wish to be. I need to follow these instructions too. If I am not being a good student also, of course I will be mediocre or fail somewhere along the line. Won’t I?

Enough with the waffling iron! I guess I just wanted to share the today’s lesson learnt. And furthermore, how important it is to listen to yourself when you receive these too! So, no more catering if working tomorrow after working today…..that is just silly. Least the teachers at school will appreciate my hard work and delicious goodies. Me too! We are enjoying, Caramel Slice, Marble Cake, Quiche, Crackers, Hommus and Antipasto, Fruit and Punch to wash it down with. Yum Yum!!

Thanks for being patient, and thanks for reading. I love you all and will be in touch on Sunday when it’s Psychic Sunday @ The Crystal Cove.

Pete xx

Damn Elsa she is right! SOOOOOOO right! When I heard this song before I watched the movie I thought “let it go, let it go, whatever elsa!”. Now I have watched the movie Frozen a LOT and now as I thought of an issue, this song came on. So now I must listen to Elsa and Let It GO!

You see I have this issue. And it is bugging me. But I have to let it go. It is still bugging me as it baffles me what I did. Still, Let it go. Yes Elsa I hear that tune ringing in my ears, Let It Go, Let It Go, can’t hold me back anymore etc etc. I will let it go. I have let it go. This issue will no longer be a part of my energy, it has no hold over my emotions and I return to where it came from. I dispel all the negative energy, thoughts and emotions that are tied to it. I ask Archangel Michael to cut these chords with your sword of steel. Release me from the ties relating to this issue. It no longer controls me and I no longer have an issue. So it will be.

There you go! It has been taken away from me! Thanks to Archangel Michael. And to Elsa. I still like her song! Ha! I am a big kid at heart!

I will call upon now Archangel Raphael to help heal the wounds that this issue has made. Heal the grazes that have entered my body, mind, soul, aura and shield. I ask of you to shine your emerald light around and over me. Through my aura and cleanse this body of mine. Place protection over my aura to shield me and to provide the right health for me. I ask you with love and am grateful for your healing light. I thank you for your healing.

I have now thankfully released this energy with the caring help of angels. So blessed they are there to help when needed xx

I had news today that a family friends pet had passed away. I want to go hug them and tell them we love them. The dog was a sister to one of my dogs some time ago and even though he ran away years ago we have continued to have a relationship with this girl. She was spoilt, loved, the boss and most of all, a devoted pet of our friends.

What makes her and the litter even more special, she was born under the rain water tank at the local golf course (well back then anyway) on the day of my 21st birthday party. It was the 21st of September 2001. Saturday morning. Remember like it was this morning. I went out before work to see the owner and to my surprise here was 7 puppies. My boy was the runt and the girl was the next smallest. It was awesome and I felt so special that they were born on such a festive day!

What makes it really uncanny is that my son asked today was she still alive and I said yes. I said she would be 14 years old next month. We worked out that she would be 98 in doggy years. What a milestone. And then the news tonight came and uncanny as it is, someone was sending us a message. She joins the pack of pets that our extended family and friends have had over the years and as she walks over the rainbow bridge, i am hoping she knows that we all love her. As for her parents, we will visit when the time is right to give them that hug.

Bit of a sad one tonight friends, thinking of all the special beings on the other side, much love, Pete x

I came across this video today. Watch it, it last for a minute or two.

I did watch this and thought he is so right. Although I am living a great life at the moment and things are going well, I thought about my fears. And how they still stop me from living more freely with life.

I have been generous with my time, giving to others, volunteering where possible yet still some days find hiding out with the thoughts of “I cant do that cause of this reason” etc. Yes it helps to have money to pursue courses and time to do it in but realistically if your mind is set like that those limitations will always pop up. End of story.

So, face my fears I tell myself. Well I really played it in my head like Tony Robbins was telling me. It is so true. He is right. Why wait till you are too old and life has passed you by? Within your limits financially, structurally, mentally or physically stretch that bubble till it feels comfortable in that size and blow it up again to expand. Limitations are only create to those who fear.

I am so manifesting things through the Lions Gate 8th August-12th August. Manifesting like no one has manifested before. Meditating like a champ and lovin like a pro! Professional that is ;).

I dunno, I really wanted to share my thoughts about this to you guys today and asking you to embrace the awesomeness that does hide inside you. Face your fears and go get that goal you want!!

Pete xx

Ok, just waiting for this wordpress site to open and I just saw a shadow near me!! Must be getting things right?? I will have to sit soon to connect although I feel it is a child and to have the children coming back to visit has made me happy. I used to have children in spirit come to me and ask to help them cross over to the light. Of late this really hasn’t happened but today is a light bulb moment day! Maybe I should say welcome back to them. It is a little girl with curly auburn hair and floral dress. Talking a million miles an hour, reminding me of Shirley Temple. Her skin is flawless and english rose white. Beautiful little friend, she is cold though, sitting near my feet making them chilly! What a great way to start my “working” day! I have a feeling this little lass is wanting to play or show me something so I better make this quick!!

So back to “getting things right”, I have thought over the holidays to get sorted and to be better focussed on getting my A game on. So yesterday I did just that. I spent time chatting about what I wanted, conversed about death and spiritual things and set the ball rolling with achieving a constructive day. It has of course created the motion and scheduled the correct work ethics I need.

I have called it “work” on my calendar even though it is not an employed position within a workplace. I have to have these set times otherwise I will get laid back and take the slow road. That is definitely not what I want or like. I want things to be exciting, challenging, changing, creative and really interesting! I am so passionate about this business, and helping people, they are coming in droves!! The proof is in the pudding as this young lady visiting is my first spirit for a little while! Yay! Small rejoices move onto larger ones so I will celebrate this one today!

The mind and intention has the universe answering me nearly immediately. Which I am very grateful for. Amazing how energy works and the exchange of values.

Ok, I am off and racing. Have a great day and I have a feeling there will be more to blog about later! Pete xx

Do you ever have the feeling or yearning that brings forth a thirst or desire that you must have? or keep seeking to pursue? If you don’t that is fine maybe it isn’t something you have yet…….but then if you do, welcome to the club of thirst!! Thirst for knowledge, thirst for passion, thirst for moving to the next level of attunement.

This is where I am at present. Wanting to read, watch and access what I can get my hands or eyes on to get what will potentially feed my thirst. It comes in waves and going with where I am directed I download and provide this mind with a vast menu of items.

Tonight’s activity had me watching and reading about the Law of Attraction, The Secret and Karen Brooks page. All three tie into the Law of Attraction and the projections from your mind and mouth to the universe will come to you. More or less although you must feel it within yourself too.

What do you do to feed your thirst? Or seeking? I am keen to know what you do or feel towards this also? Surely there are more than a few that have this happen to them?

I am looking forward to tomorrow! After the duties of motherhood and volunteering at school, I am going to go hunting online to find more! If in the meantime, you find some info that you wish to share, feel free in this post. I am interested to see what you come up with!!

That is all for now, I am off to bedfordshire after a massive day with Miss 6’s birthday!

Cheers, Pete xx

I haven’t written here for so long I was tempted not even write this. But I feel I need to. I feel like I need to blog how I am and what has been happening. Share with whoever gets these, and to remind myself that I still need to share my stories.

The school holidays were a blast! We joined another family and headed to the Sunshine Coast for a busy week of touristy stuff and adventures that the kids still are talking about. Yes we might have looked like we were the mob from the bush with the boots, hats and 9 kids,but I don’t regret our decision to travel 1800 kms to have a holiday with our families. We had such an amazing time and drained that bank account till it screamed at us and said go home and work again! Haha. It was great and so blessed to have great family friends to enjoy it with.

The second week of the holidays were less eventful although catching up with other friends, washing and sleep. Hubby had to go back to work and likewise for us, preparing for school which started this week for us here. I love school holidays! Maybe not the end of Christmas holidays……they can be a little long! All in all, a great break from the usual school routine.

We added another family member to our crew, another beloved puppy that is so handsome, we are very smitten with him. Of course this was heavily discussed between my husband and I and we will never forget the babies gone too soon, but having our newest mate has made everyone so happy. It is good to have him here. I will also say, when taking him to the vets, there was a dog behind a door sobbing and it instantly made me think of when I last saw my big girl Fergie. It was a rough being in that environment which has brought so many tears and still will just easier to deal with. I guess? Anyway, life goes on hey, and this is what life is about. Ebbs and flows, life and death, good and bad, learning life experiences until it is our time to depart to heaven.

Smiling now, have been looking for part time work to allow me to do more courses to gain more skills, and firing up the Thermomix engine again (after the holidays) and creating, well trying, to get my customers to interact more with me or together. Going to be having some cooking days, share days and cooking classes if we can get a date set which is great for the bush! These machines may not be the everything but for an all in one machine I think it is pretty darn good!!

With my page I am being more giving, and having more giveaways when the time is right. Holding meditation gatherings and possibly some gatherings when new/full moon is on. Of course I am always on the lookout for clients and willing to help those who need it too. It is in my nature to help, well nearly everyone! I want to do more one on one with people and have 2 ladies we are getting together once a week to work together. Yay!

So yes I will be busy but hey it is better than being a stunned mullet hey?? I am onto big things and my belief that this is all working out is true. I have trust and faith that I am on the right path to success, financial gain, living my destiny and creating memories along the way.

That is it for tonight, have a wonderful sleep! Much love to all xx

Ok, so I applied for a job the other week after thinking I have got to get some money to help support my want/need to further my studies and knowledge with courses. All ok, decision made after the pendulum (before it broke) said no about applying! Why not apply right? So, off I go, to apply……crikey better make a Resume! Laughingly I added what I had been up to and added in education and place of residence. Yep all good. Oh, referees….Heck! Who do I ask? I have been self employed. I have been a volunteer. I hadn’t been in someone else’s employment for 15 or more years! Not that I am really old either, I just had thought I’d never really need referees. Thankful for those people that allowed me to use them on my fabulous Resume!

Anyway, long story short, my application was apparently late which it wasn’t but anyhoo, didn’t get the job. Pendulum was right, smart cookie she was! So, since then I have been a little fixated on creating some form of employment so I have $$ for these courses!

You see, I am a little slow sometimes with processing things, but, a big BUT! It is a sign to me that the universe wants me to persist and gain strength with my skills and share what is being channelled via me from the ascended masters. It is a sign also that I have the skills I just need to work on them a little better, maybe a little more seriously.  Start creating the Thermomix business that potentially it can be. (yes I am a consultant) I have a lot of things on the go (like normal) and my focus is always on the next “project”. So hence me saying in previous blog, my goals is to focus on skills, mental action, gaining strength, building the businesses like they are in my mind, creating it not just dreaming it. Great! Now the hard work begins!

This is where you come in. Help me create the tribe I want to build, help create the messages received from source, help cook some goodies to help feed the world! You know? So, I need your focus to help me focus and keep me busy but not stressed! Plenty of goals and thinking done today whilst driving to Mt Isa and back. Then I have more sleeping happening when I drive on holidays this weekend. Bit excited about that too!! Only been a year since we went away!!

I guess I need to stress, I will be busy making memories with my clan so if you don’t hear from me, it’s probably cause I am with them or really tired from them! And the exciting stuff we will be doing!! Yay!

Ok, enough from me, take a breath tomorrow and say a prayer. Appreciate that moment in time you took for yourself, enjoy life as always, Pete xx