Growth

Personal Growth Is Misleading

How true it that shared quote above?

I am in the midst of transformation and learning new things, reviewing old and really disconnecting from what is no longer serving me. To do this, what a hard job. It is when you hit the bottom or feel like you have you have no will to continue with some things, that there is a lesson or two to learn here. I for one, am learning many. Taking this lockdown time with pure gratitude and calm is allowing me to recognise so many things, only I can understand. I live with the most amazing people, I think everyday I am even more so in love with them and what they bring to my life and our family. Even brings a tear to my eye as I just have the hugest amount of love for all of them.

I got a little stuck and bogged down the other day when I felt lack and frustrated with what was happening with my life on a personal and business level. Not affecting anyone else, really just me…… I attack myself so much, it is pretty bad. The lesson I have learnt so far is, I am not living authentically aligned with my soul and I judge. I thought it was someone else judging me but in fact, it is me, judging myself for my flaws and not “being whatever”.

Moving forward with this realisation, thank whakatane I bloody had this epiphany, I feel as though I have come down. Down to earth. Down to the bare dirt and it is beneath my feet. I am a womanly child. I am allowed to love myself and work on these flaws. Only with love and gratitude. It seems to be working. I have not been so much self loving myself, really being a nasty bitch or so judge judy…..cause I am not this and that. In reality I am being a bitch to myself and that is not how I treat others, so why the fuck would i do that to myself? This is where my authenticity is revealed too. Is this who I really am? Is this who I expressively share in my own energy that others will feel whether intentional or not? Wake up dickwad, what do you really want? What are you? What is it that you are authentically sharing within the world?

Yup, message received. Even now communicating this is making me sad that I can be such a c*^t to myself. Wake the f*ck up Jeff!

So, calming down, I am back on the dirt earth. Working with Gaia. Working with my soul. Working with myself. Making developments in many areas. Why is it we are hardest on ourselves? Not anymore. I deserve better. So does my family. So does the world, my services are needed. They derive from a space of love and kindness. Love is the greatest conqueror of all. Love is everything, and everything can be healed with love. Love is all-kind.

Growth, what a damn fine development participation program in this life. Thank you growth for showing up. Thank you for helping me be me again. I love you endlessly, wholly and hugely.

Namaste xxxx

Thank You Universe

Thank you Universe! You are aligning me with people and courses which is allowing me to gain more skills and accreditation. Having faith in you has been very heartfelt and your energy lives within every piece of energy on this planet.

Surrendering and allowing what is to come and come what may was hard in some form as I like to be in control. What type of mum doesn’t? I stepped out into some unchartered territory a little while ago and now, it feels so damn good to be free of what no longer serves me.

As I see it, everyone has choices and demands, all coming from within surrounded by circumstances that are influenced by said choices. Question is I ask you, “Does it make you feel good?”, “Does it serve your purpose?”, “It is generated from your heartspace?” just a few little queries you must ask yourself with your choices. Please ask them, feel into them and which every way you sense, that is the answer for you. That is your intuition speaking.

Talking about Intuition, it is otherwise known as your gut instinct. Or feeling. Or that emotion/sense that comes when you are about to make a choice…….you know the one? Yeah! So that is your inner voice talking to you leaning towards the path that will serve you. It may lead you down a road that gives you a lesson, appreciate that one and learn from it, otherwise that sucker will keep reoccurring! Trust me, I get this!!

Where you are right now, whether you are connected to self or not, you can level up and choose what is best for you. The universe commands you to live life to the fullest. It really does. Basic needs are all that the universe wants you to be happiest with, even though your ego wants you to live in the flashiest of houses. The universe has your back with everything you ask for. It will deliver on most if not all.

I thank the universe daily for signs, messages, people, direction, support and really anything. I am a grateful person living an extraordinary life. And, I want you to be also. Don’t you?

It is time the people of the world appreciate everything small and large, thank the universe for its love and guidance. It all starts with one person, talking with another person, then sharing it and paying it forward. Thank you universe for being awesome and all the gifts you bring to everyone on the planet. We sure love you and the creation you bring x

Passion

A word which explains in the English Dictionary:

noun

  1. 1.strong and barely controllable emotion.”a man of impetuous passion”
  2. 2.the suffering and death of Jesus.”meditations on the Passion of Christ”

In my dictionary, Passion is a deep desire that invokes the soul to invest more energy into your life path and surrounds. Passion is an emotion that brings forth other emotions that invigorate imagination, creation, life, engagement, and of course the illustrious heat between partners in the time of pleasure.

We have control of what drives our passion/s and what we become passionate about. Don’t you think? Desires and wants and all things you bring to the table of your life.

My passions lie in many forms, and when you receive an outstanding form of knowledge it encourages my passions to be more aligned and carried out. Oh my gosh, it was amazingly terrific, and truly inspiring. I think that when you get so passionate about things, and the surroundings are holding you back, it is time to branch out and really set foot into this world. Now I really don’t expect anyone to understand or really comprehend this part but I do, and that is fine! For quite a while now, the automatic writings have dictated close to what was exchanged between C.E and I. Down to the travel, teachings and cards. Amazing stuff.

This is where I would love to see what your passions are. What drives you? Keeps you alive, or really brings out your inner most desires. Tell me what are your plans? What are your thoughts about Passions?

I write this today, as one day I will look back and think “look how far I have come!”. I think to document this is important, especially when it will be something of importance in future.

Today, my passions are many, though the main one, is healing. Healing people of pain, mental, body or soul, with pure love. I know that LOVE is a cure. A hug can heal and change a mood in an instant, a verbal gesture of I love you can break the chains of despair and the use of love is such a wonderful feeling, anyone can give it, or receive it. Love is a blessing.

With so much passion burning in my arms, and loads of love in my being, I send you so much love, today and always, Pete x

Thank You, Next

Wow. What a magic 3 days. Like everyday I enjoy most days, but the last 3 days have been great. Discussing food, friendship, relationships, future and past, all spent with a friend, and driving 1600kms all for a 3 hour event.

Yep. Being rural you are used to travelling for events that aren’t always held around your home town. This time, we went to Townsville to listen and watch 2 lovely ladies that have inspired me for many years. Their names, Jo Whitton from Quirky Cooking and Elyse Comerford from her own practice, Elyse Comerford GAPS Practitioner & Nutritionist.

What was delivered was terrific, engaging and bloody awesome! Loved meeting them and actually being a part of a huge future for wholefoods, nutrition and bettering health for everyone.

I made this blog, Thank You Next, as I cannot wait for another trip like this, next time, a few more in the car! Of course it totally couldn’t of happened without the support of a great family and friends who helped with the kids. The saying of “it takes a village to raise a family” is totally true. It isn’t hard to reach out and ask for help, takes a little courage, but for the benefit of the traveler, having supportive crew at home, really bloody helps! I had mummy guilt, Sunday night and all Monday, enough to have a funny feeling in my stomach. Thinking I should be at home as that is easier, really would be easier but I would really miss another event that I could of thought that I couldn’t attend, again. BUT, I am glad my voice came out and went away. It has made me see that I need to do this more. To allow the kids to be ok with me being away (yes there were tears), the ability to attend an event or events that aren’t accessible where we are. Plus, it really was great for girl time and just able to be a woman amongst the crowds.

So thank you next! I must plan for the next trip or adventure (sounds more exciting) and yes, why not look for adventure? That stuff sounds soooo much more exciting than going away. Lets bloody search! There is a little place id love to visit but just have to see what pans out.

I would love to hear what your adventures are, do you get out and do some you time? Really create some time for you? Let me know!!!

Love you guys as always, Pete xx

Praise the Lessons

When days are “shit”, or not going as you like, and you possibly could be deeper than the ocean and feel all alone, maybe it is a lesson for the day. Maybe it is a lesson for the week or whatever time that is holding you down.

Take note of all the factors that the “shit” brings. Maybe I should rephrase to “bog”. For some that S word could be offensive, but really bog sounds a like more PG. Back to the bog. Have a look, feel into what the “bog” brings. What contributors are there for you to be feeling this way? Or acting this way? Treating others this way? Hmmm if you notice anything which you probably will, how do you feel now?

This is where I sit outside, barefoot and in nature alone. Pen, paper and water bottle too, as long as there is quiet for my mind to have no human interruption. I then analyse what is going on or scribe or simply invite in guides to help me. A lot is thrown around in this time of quiet, usually there is a a solution or rising to the surface. Then I need to praise the lesson. Thanking the lesson helps it dissipate and become less. Learning from times of “bog” is good. Even though when feeling “shitty” there is no way in hell you want to hear that!

Thank the lessons, learning through them, will help bring you out stronger, knowing who or what you are wanting, and allowing yourself to serve you better. Isn’t that some great news for you? I think it is!

So next time when the “bog” creeps back in and you feel like you are melting into the abyss, possibly you can stop it sucking you right down and breathe a little easier knowing how to work with it instead of against it. Thank the lessons. Maybe even thank whoever sent it. Thank yourself for being amazing and working through things, thank yourself daily, you are brilliant and worth it!

Love always, Pete x

Time & Today

Where does the time go? It only feels like the other day we were starting Term 3 for 2019, now we are in Week 6? Crazy to think what a rollercoaster it has been! So grateful for the experiences and travelling too, all for the kids sports and lucky for us we got to see some family on the coast.

Today I have kicked things up a notch. Yearning for more, a focus on where to from now and a really great step up with readings for guests. I had the time to reach out to a friend and to a client. Both important, both different in what I offered them. I think I am just amazed that I can do so much for so many people, it really does make me happy to help another out.

Today was quick, cold and swift. Made the cake for our adopted niece’s birthday tomorrow, did some mediumship readings, connected with clients, did some housework (no one likes that one), cooked, mothered, sorted and arranged payment options on this page! Yay me! Just hoping they work.

So for the future……it is great. Can feel intense energy surrounding a few goals, amazing expansion with my skills and really surging forward with a career I could call it now. All in abundance and love, all for us. You and I. Me and them. I have got to say it, WOOHOO!!!! Insert this song as I said woohoo!!

Anyway, I did say before on my Facebook page, I am off to bed, as tomorrow is going to be a big day. Love you all so flaming much, Pete x

Moving forward

Moving forward into this new week of advancement is bringing new to me, my family and my business. I have the intense gratitude feeling within my soul and truly am so grateful for everyone i meet.

Today I reached out to a person of interest that will in time become a regular side gig to my already existing stream of amazingness. I am excited as it brings together another piece of my pie i am carefully creating. Yay!! Details to come and no, i am not telling!

YET!

I also meet clients all over the place. Cloncurry, online and of course over the phone. Thankful is a great word to sum up that emotion I reckon!

So, moving forward, gaining momentum and gaining more experience to serve. I am constantly on the look out for new experiences and courses, bringing everything together, perhaps just keep filling the pie up! Everyone loves a bit of pie! Don’t you?

Along with this title, everyone has a goal. To get up in the morning, to run 10k, to serve the community, to work as a banker, to love a child, to grow their business, to gain accreditation in …., you know? My goals are small but large, and always changing. I think I manifest what needs to come forth and not so good at manifesting the things that aren’t for now. I just know that I am into visualizing the big picture, visualizing what I want, what i require and where the heck we are going. Yep, I include the crew cause we are all in this together!!

Being bright, choosing right and shining this light is so freaking great right now, sure hope you can feel the radiation from this vessel! Happiness lies within you and really wish for you to feel it, sooner rather than later.

Love to you, Pete x

We come from…..

We come from all different backgrounds, origins and lands. We come from many religions, oceans and tongue. We come from a time long ago with history steeped with plentiful times of both balanced and not.

We are here now. In the digital age. The generation of my children growing amongst so many items at their finger tips yet they need instructions on how to use the fingertips. How is it we are here and so lost with soul and ancestry? How is it, people care more for accessories and not necessities or basics? The lack of respect and care for oneself let alone another.

Of course this is not everyone, and for my positive brain I see plenty of great people with great hearts and kindness within. I just feel ashamed to be apart of a society that is consumed by so many things that really void the basics of what the human body requires to live with fulfillment. To me, Love, Kindness, Respect, Honour, Values, are some of the exterior qualities that most can acquire or contain within their core self. That goes hand in hand with showing all that to self as well. For if you cannot give to yourself first, how can you give to others? Or do you give the lot to others and find that they take more than they give? Why would they need to give when you give more away to compensate for them?

We come to this world choosing our path and families or situations that allow our souls to gain certain perspectives. Although when we are born, we forget. We become “new” and learn it all over again. To live, to breathe, to drink, to sleep etc. It is up to us to connect back to our souls to tap into our wise ancestry to bring forth this knowing. When you do, or gravitate towards it, it is amazing what progresses. You see glimpses of past, an inner knowing of history or events, a connection that only you know what is right and what is ahead. It asks for attention and patience, but it is there and in time, the difficulties become less and your heart fills with content. For some this sounds like a load of crap or hogwash, for others they know this connection and how it can/could develop. For a small minority, they know and have felt or seen the peace it can provide.

I have endured many things, not tragic but enough that makes my mind wander into sabotage/self doubt. I am human of course. BUT. Always a big BUT! I chose to follow what my heart and mind were wanting. A thirst for knowledge in many areas, mainly spirituality. I have grown, learnt ways to heal, mend and just be. I am so eager for more, I am sure Pete thinks”what now?!” But that is ok. I am reconnecting to self. I am guiding my children to do this also (gently and not always working) but mainly me as what I can do will eventually gravitate to the family. I think it is important to have good self care (failing at exercise, no need to remind me), such as: nutrition, brain stimulation, meditation, self love, kindness & love, happiness, laughter, family & friends, adventure, expression……mostly. Probably more but at 10pm at night I have listed enough!

Wrapping up cause I thought it was earlier, but we come from generations of strong men & women with many stories and experiences. They are within me. They have helped shape me, in more ways than one! Continue living with good core values, live with passion and love, make sure you create time for you, celebrate you. Remember the people where we come from as one day your ashes will be those also. Create the new. Be the love.

Pete xx

First Day Feels

Ooh how good it feels to be in the office and healing room doing my thing!!

First client was terrific so calm and peaceful and yes, the baby felt so nice. Energy wise, that is, not the bump! I feel honoured to be able to have the trust from clients with whatever they might be going through. It is my service to be confidential and loving.

I touched base with some people online too, which is great also, what a blessing of a day!

I sat more on what else could I deliver to be of service for people. Monthly readings were added. These will include an oracle card reading with intuitive guidance and a pendulum answered question. Price per month would be $40. How exciting is that!

I am about to go and do some meditation, chakra clearing and all for me, must keep the engines running smoothly!

Have a blessed day!

Hello Hello!

I have been so dormant with this page, I totally forgot about it.

Sounds crazy but so damn true! And there is so much to write!

Life has been busy with kids, Christmas, family, travelling, school work, me, white light garden side of things, and then of course there is the renovating of the office & healing room.

Massive changes and massive input to get this really up and running. So many people just need a little help allowing themselves to be what they want them to be. Truly. Whether on a spiritual, mental, physical or soulful level, you know?

So where am I at right now? I am sitting on my couch, 9.09pm, just watched a training via zoom and I still need to tidy up the dishes. I just yearn so much for things to start happening and for the office to be finished. I understand it takes time, my patience isn’t always understanding. Bugger! A trait I just need to deal with and learn to just roll with what happens. Friday will be here soon enough, and look out, my meeting with accountant will be interesting! Lots to discuss and to think about. I need her to understand the expanse of where I am headed and the following that is gathering. She will be cool with it, she actually believes in what I can do and has first hand experienced this.

With the supermoon and all its energy, today I have been made into a meatball of all sorts. But I know it is all part of the process that is allowing me to see and feel all that is. Fingers crossed tomorrow is another amazing day and the persistence of Peta will prevail. I just know whats ahead, it feels so damn good! All I can say is bring it on!

Anyway, its now 9.16pm and better get a move on with this clean up, the fairy needs to hurry up and get off the couch!

Keep smiling and keep being you, will update you will more soon x