I have sat back and healed. Sat and waited. Watched the traffic, posts, merges and season. Grown, deflated, grown again, deflated. Cancelled. Stopped. Continued. Ever rolling or shedding of this eternal being & body. I am a little tired of this space and know that the shell I currently live in, is about to expire and a new one to be found.

I so want new! If you know, you know and if you don’t that is all good too. I want new. New places to visit, new adventures to go on. New energy that invokes the fire within to be lit and enflamed with fire. I want to live on purpose with purpose, a passionate life that lights me up every day. Not the current hamster wheel I am trudging on like ol’ Mrs Plod.

Get me??

I like where I work currently, the boys and banter, the funny days, they are good days. Though it is not what I am passionate about. What fuels my desire and fire. I aim to be a terrific healer with improved contributions to people’s lives. Whether through conversations or healing sessions, maybe even a little tonic or homemade feast, something that really gets them feeling better and release of energy somewhere within their field.

I am a little bit stuck as to how to present these quality investments. The who isn’t really a problem, as they will come to me if they wish. How to deliver, what to deliver…….in what way? Online serves best, time anyone? Plenty to be negotiated with the celestial council.

I feel like a whole new revamp of sorts needs to come to play. Yes?

I am in the middle of my shamanic training. To learn new techniques, connect to greater beings, learn ways of old and to be a part of a massive group that is really lovely and supportive. The mentor and coaches are so strong and knowledgeable, what they promote and share, awesome! I am a Reiki Master. Energy Healer. Wise woman with intuition. Mother, wife, and community member. I am sure I can mix that somewhere in the cauldron and create a how out of that?

Within me is this feeling that there is something bigger. Yet to be born or discovered. But it is there. It feels big. I know I am the one who needs to work it out, but the slack mack in me wants someone to give me a huge hint to work with. I do also have these thoughts to have a shaman go on a journey with me and then we nut it out. In the journey. That would be amazing! Wonder if Heather from Ankara would be up for that….? Food for thought. Then there is the raunchy side of me that wants to birth something there too. That essence is delicious and lucious. The taste is silky like chocolate and sweet that allows the senses to be heightened. I breathe it and it feels so good, inside and out. Perhaps there is where the medicine is at? Feels right!

Lots to ponder and lots to birth. Life is good. Living and breathing it.

Choose kindness and yourself, love to you and the world, Pete xx