I am tired. Exhausted. Trying to make money to build a dream for me and for the family, they just don’t it yet. I have been working at the school as a teacher aid/school officer casually to help bring in some much needed money to save for some courses that I am looking at doing asap. Then I volunteered to cater for a morning tea tomorrow……and all along playing mum and wife to my beautiful family. The light bulb moment hit before. Am I happy? Is this the crazy you really want? The answer is totally no. I haven’t even really had time to do any readings for online customers and for this I apologise.

See I get so caught up on knowing i can do so much and give so much away I really forget about big ol me still trudging along. I quit catering as I didn’t like the stress anymore and it really was too quiet to continue it also. So silly old me has learnt a lesson tonight as the cake is nearly finished baking.

I get so focussed on the money side of things thinking, yep if i do this and that I will get this much…..and so on. Focussed on the income to get me to what my next “move” is I realistically have not even thought of the things left on the side of the road whilst on my journey. I have these fantastic gifts and spent a small fortune to help guide me and what for? They are there for a rainy day? I think not. I have a passion so strong for this side of life, I know it is for me. I know I help people but where or how can I if I am heading in the opposite direction? I asked for work and I got it. I asked for busy, I got it. Maybe it never really left though……? I am so grateful for all I have and have been given, and thankful also for the light pinging tonight.

I hardly set boundaries but I assure you now I will have to do just that. I recommend to the 2 ladies that recently became Reiki Masters via me, dedication and continual processes will be successful in getting you to where you wish to be. I need to follow these instructions too. If I am not being a good student also, of course I will be mediocre or fail somewhere along the line. Won’t I?

Enough with the waffling iron! I guess I just wanted to share the today’s lesson learnt. And furthermore, how important it is to listen to yourself when you receive these too! So, no more catering if working tomorrow after working today…..that is just silly. Least the teachers at school will appreciate my hard work and delicious goodies. Me too! We are enjoying, Caramel Slice, Marble Cake, Quiche, Crackers, Hommus and Antipasto, Fruit and Punch to wash it down with. Yum Yum!!

Thanks for being patient, and thanks for reading. I love you all and will be in touch on Sunday when it’s Psychic Sunday @ The Crystal Cove.

Pete xx