Today is a I miss my family day……

Amongst things that are out of my control, my emotions and feelings towards those issues have played havoc with my inner being. Wanting to rescue and help like always but of course the restrictions of my own life have me thinking to get back into the yard and allow the universe to do its job with that situation.

I have watched 2 movies today that have sparked many thoughts about my parents and of course made me think of memories. I miss my mum as we live 2000km away and about to be further away after April as mum moves to be closer to her mum. I miss my Dad today more than anything. I think about when he was sick, what he would be thinking today and what advice he might have offered even if it was explicit. That was his way, but in a good way most of the time. Always had a story or knew someone that knew another. I guess I once again miss the comfort of having them there if you need them, then in the future they will both be gone……..lord help me then.

Maybe today was a day of processing more grief of past and thinking about how to not to let these type of things affect me. I pulled an Angel card today and it sent the message to take care of me. I plan to do just that. Have a lovely relaxing bath and do some much needed meditation.

Plus I miss my husband. Secretly. He has gone to visit his family this weekend and even though it has been nice it has been lonely. Miss talking to him and having hugs. And I guess having the man about the house. The kids are looking forward to tomorrow when he returns. Yay! The big man will be home!!

All in all, I think I just needed to release this from me. See my emotions on paper or screen, to allow myself to know I am human and I can sort this stuff out like a big girl. I thank all of you who read this. It may not make sense to anyone but me, but hey, it’s my blog! I want to empower someone this week, I will create more business this week and terrifically fuel the fire that burns the passion within this healing body.

Thanks peeps,

Pete xx