1st day of Autumn. My mates birthdays today. And what a bloody 2 months already it has been. Emotional, Vibrational, Learning, Illness and Mistakes. Crikey life is meant to be teaching you lessons and I guess it’s all happening this year. I thought when I saw that 13 years anniversary is Citrine, we got some serious stuff happening this year! Ain’t that the truth, just wanted it to be on a positive prosperity note! Maybe it is all hidden amongst the tidal waves being rolled against this cliff at the moment.

I thought I was positive. I thought I had made progress. I thought I was actually tracking pretty straight until it was revealed to me “I need to get out of my own way first”. Maybe there is too much shit in front of me. Shit I simply haven’t seen or felt. Or maybe I am so full of shit how can I see it through the odd coloured lens that has tainted it?

Food for thought and now the continuous cycle will trudge along. Processing who, what, where I am in this cycle of life and the path chosen for me. Yes it is repetitive as it comes frequently. A message I need to sort this shit out ASAP to get me over that bloody hedge to the greener pasture. It may not make sense to you how or why I say certain stuff but here is where I am a person with no ties to friends on FB, no judgement by others, no connections anywhere really. Just an average mum sorting stuff out and placing on a blog to help clear the head.

Thanks for reading, I am a happy person and want to think there are some out there that think good of me. And I will find a way to help people.

Pete x