I often mix up my words and get the wrong words out and better yet cannot express the right words or emotions for that setting. It really does erk me. I wish I could be better with english and communication as I am with knowing people’s emotions and things.

Do you get what I’m saying? Haha.

I haven’t told many people about me becoming a psychic medium and furthermore connecting with spirits as so many people do not believe. My husband is one. He says “when you’re dead, you’re dead. that is it”. I can’t blame him for this thought and either my sister who is so scientifically minded, the thought process must be strategic and logically processed. Then there is me, can do this “stuff” yet cannot for the life of me, express how it works, how i can do it, or simply how one can and another chooses not to. I want my friends to understand that I am not scary, I’m the same old me and I still have some doubt with my abilities even though i have been told i am actually quite good at my connections.

So, where to from here? All I can say is I am determined to better my skills and hone in on my guides even more so daily.

Thanks for listening and have a great sleep!!